when it was me.

my sleeping patterns are effed for life. seriously. so it was like 9pm and i was exhausted but madre said, "no dont sleep yet or else you wont sleep tonight!" so i was like hmms okay i'll watch tv with the sister. what happens? i fall asleep. i think i was out for a solid hour or so. anyways, it is now 1230am. and im not tired. CRAP.

im all out of dvds to watch. well thats a lie. i borrowed august rush from chad. but im not in the mood for something like that. i want cheesy chick flicks.. like 17 again!! hehehe!!

so the after party to the baby shower was yote.. obvs. but it was not yote. oh HELL NO IT WAS NOT. there were too many whilte people. and i said that out loud. a white guy looked at me and laughed. well it was truuuue!!! and so many sluts. sorry guys, but i am not 19 and do not enjoy the dry hump dance. back the fuck up. it was a different crowd. the music lacked soul. and more importantly.. there were lasers. green ones. i felt like i was at caprice. if i wanted to party in a place like that, i would have gone downtown. but no. i like my hole in the wall bar. but not when its filled with children. or maybe im just getting too old for the yote. oh! and to top it all off.. despite the abundance of Caucasians im the building i stil felt like i was in the Philippines. so. many. FOBS!!! where is the 1.5 generation at!! (refer to vancouver sun aritcle re: aritzia) either they were white. or they were full on bakit why filipinos. and im not trying to hate or anything but you know what im talking about. the ego inflated im the ishh boys who think that just by grinding up on you is somehow an invitation into your lady business. once again i repeat.. back. the. fuck. up. needless to say, yote failed. epic fail.

do not tell me kstew and rpattz are dating. i refuse to believe, damnit!! oh. on that note, my coworker, alyssa "vanessa hudgens" suzara wants me to take her hunting. i cant stop laughing about that. its awesome.

so i went to get my nails done. how typical it was run by nammers. and then when they were done i was looking at my new nails (which btw are so weird.. they make clicking noises. im not used to that!) and then the viet guy was like, "it look guuuuud right?" omg. i loved it. nammers make me smile.

you know what else makes me smile? old school beats. sigh. cant get enough of it. i am so proud to be a child raised in the 90s.

another day another dollar. work is still interesting.. for now. i have to keep my eyes open though for opportunity. cant walk around blind sighted anymore.

im in my moods again. this party girl is DONE. i want to watch movies and eat pizza, damnit!!

so she weighs a buck oh five. and i guess that shes alright.. if perfections what you like.