Sunday, April 12, 2009

questioning existence.

so the other day at work my manager had asked me if she should just buy the purple owl shirt instead of the white. clearly the white one was better so i said "no, G. wait for the white one. never settle." and then it clicked. never settle. im at fault for this always.. settling for less. why do we do that? is it because we're too impatient to wait for the best? or maybe we're not impatient.. maybe we just don't want to end up with nothing; we would much rather have something we kind of want then nothing at all. sad? pathetic? a little bit of both.

i dont know why but as of lately im totally feeling (or re feeling?) the oth soundtracks. if you can, id highly recommend you listen to butch walker's, "mixtape." the intro with the piano.. as simple each clunk of the keys are.. its brilliant! hahahaha i appreciate the little things. when was the last time someone made you a mixtape? hehe. ooh ooh ooh!! and "halo" is also a good song courtesy of haley james scott.. and if you dont watch the show you clearly dont understand that shes the teenager that became rockstar and this was her song, which was totally directed to her exhusband nathan... SO. MUCH. DRAMA in this song. i love it. im only human and thats my saving grace. lyrics can be so powerful sometimes...

heres some food for thought: when life gives you lemons, throw them back only harder =)