Wednesday, April 27, 2011

day nine.

day nine: someone you look up to

madre. hands down. probably one of the strongest people i know. she keeps it real. and she works hard for everyone. i would be SO LUCKY to become a woman like her. she gives you the world and expects nothing in return. love her. SO MUCH.

oh. and if youve ever met my mom.. you would also know that shes one scary bitch. which is AWESOME.

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

day eight.

day eight: if you could change anything about yourself what would it be?

theres a few things that i would like to change but i guess the one that stands out the most would have to be my self esteem. believe it or not, but i am a human doormat. a pushover, if you will. this lovely quality of mine has been mentioned by my close friends many a time. i need to be more confident. i need to wrap my head around the concept that yes.. i really AM that awesome.

.. id also like to change the way my body looks sometimes.. but lets be honest. thats vanity at its finest.

Sunday, April 10, 2011

day seven.

day seven: choose song lyrics and explain why you chose them.

What you think about a girl like me?
Buy my own car and spend my own money
Only ring your celly when I'm feeling lonely
When it's all over please get up and leave

Please don't call me baby
Cause I'll call you
Don't mean to hurt you feelings, got a lot to do
Cause I'm am my number one priority
No falling in love, no commitment from me

All my independent women
Throw them hands up at me
And all my sexy women
Throw them hands up at me
All my money making women
Throw them hands up at me
All my baller women
Throw them hands up at me

If you feel it
Throw them hands up
Where them hands at?
If you feel it?
Where the ladies?
Where my homegirls?
Where my females?
Where all my women?

How you feel about a girl like this?
Try to control me, boy you'll get dismissed
Do what I want, live how I wanna live
Buy my own diamonds, and pay my own bills

Please don't call me baby
Cause I'll call you
Don't mean to hurt you feelings, got a lot to do
Cause I'm am my number one priority
No falling in love, no commitment from me

All my independent women
Throw them hands up at me
And all my sexy women
Throw them hands up at me
All my money making women
Throw them hands up at me
All my baller women
Throw them hands up at me

If you feel it
Throw them hands up
Where them hands at?
If you feel it?
Where the ladies?
Where my homegirls?
Where my females?
Where all my women?

How did you feel about this groove I wrote?
Hope you got the message ladies take control
Don't depend on no man to give you what you want
Keep that in mind next time you hear this song

If you're independent
I congratulate you
If you ain't in love
I congratulate you
Do them boys like they used to do you
If you pimp him
I congratulate you

All my independent women
Throw them hands up at me
And all my sexy women
Throw them hands up at me
All my money making women
Throw them hands up at me
All my baller women
Throw them hands up at me

If you feel it
Throw them hands up
Where them hands at?
If you feel it?
Where the ladies?
Where my homegirls?
Where my females?
Where all my women?

If I hurt your feelings boy
I'm sorry but I didn't mean to hurt you yeah
I thought you knew yeah
I got no time to fall in love with you


its pretty self explanatory. im independent.. have been for a while. i dont really depend on a lot of people because i have high expectations. and when theyre not met i get either disappointed, upset, or hurt. thats where im at right now.. ask me again in a year and who knows.. maybe the song lyrics i choose will be different =)

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

day six.

day six: your best friend.

im too lazy to write about each of them. sahhrie. shoutouts to errbody else. in any case..
behold.. my bffs:


1) ma soeur: sam aka @zerepmas.

ya. shes my sister. ive known her for X amount of years. its kind of funny calling her my bff considering it wasnt too long ago where the mere sight of her would make my blood bubble. nonetheless.. she is my bff. she knows me best. i tolerate her crazy antics. it goes without saying that we're the closest of friends and the worst of enemies - she knows how to make me angry and/or burst into tears. shes my bff because i know she has my back 100% and will always tell me straight up when im being a jerk. i admire her drive to be better. shes the kind of person who will strive for more; she refuses to settle. i could go on about my sister and sing her praises but lets be honest.. shes a brat.. and i wouldnt have her any other way =)

2) chad aka my male counterpart.

i dont QUITE know why hes my bff but i know that he is. its just one of those feelings you have.. i guess the best way to describe it would be comfortable. i have no problem just going to his house to watch movies and eat food in silence. we have mad crazy banter. almost like an old married couple. except we're not married. because thats gross. like my sister, hes one of those people that is completely honest about whats what... especially about guys. i always go to him for advice to know what goes on in a guys head. we have a brother/sister kind of relationship in the sense that he lets me yell at him.. and then we can joke about it five minutes later. however, apart from the jokes our #realtalk is pretty dope. dare i say it on the world wide web.. he is one of the few people i can trust.

Monday, April 4, 2011

day five.

day five: the most amazing thing that ever happened to you?

clearly we are not in day five. i suck hardcore at this challenge!!

the most amazing thing to happen to me would have to be.. how i got introduced to alcohol. hahaha!! its so weird and so not inspiring at all. but if you knew me at all.. youd know that the drink is a huge part of my life.. socially, of course ;)

with that said, thanks cousins, for the introduction when i visited you guys in calgray at the tender and naive age of 18.