HA! dance that, suckkaaaa!!
am feeling really old. watched the teen choice awards. i remember when i was with the bffs watching THE FIRST ONE in my basement. britney won the lifetime achievement blahblahblah award? wtf. i remember when she won "choice hottie" OHHHHHHH MAN. i totally feel my age right now. it hurts. real deep.
twilight takes the cake, as per usual. when are they coming back to vancouver. i need to express my dedication to the series by finding rpattz and making him love me. right. in a perfect world he would fall in love with me and i would be the miraculous height of 5'2. ive always wanted to be 5'2. seems like a good 'cute' height. the air is far fresher up thurr then it is down hurrr.
need a haircut. and perhaps a mani pedi. been so busy with dramadramadrama that ive forgotten to take care of how i look. shit. dont look at me. hated gsm pictures. HATE YOU, JEN!!! i kid i kid... but seriously. all sorts of ugly.
i think its time i gym it. i say it all the time. but seriously. am feeling soo incredibly ugly these days. and slow. ohhh so slow.
cant listen to slow jamz. they make me cry. i can watch sad movies though! but no. no sad music please. too much crying for one week. dont need more, thank you!!
hah. funny that. boys2men starts playing on my itunes. fuck my life. go away. le sigh... insert sad girly complaints.
the baby shower is this week. a first for many. im freaking out again. flashback to 8 months ago when i got that ohso short txt msg. shit. what do i buy. what do i wear. I HAVE NOTHING TO WEAR. what does she need. have people remembered to set the day aside. will there be a huge turnout as i hope there will be. whats to expect. who else will be there. is there more drama in the certain fields that i know still may have drama. will there be drinking. are we getting hammered. i feel like i should get hammered. numbs the pain. SHIT WE SHOULDNT BE DRINKING DURING THESE TIMES!!!!!!!!!!!!
i got a new phone. its seriously so G. too G for me actually. im a simple girl. i like to call myself "oldschool" which is code for too lazy to update myself on the latest technology. i have pvr. dont have a clue how to use it. but whatever. i got the G phone. and its dope. however.. ive lost your numbers.. or well, most peoples. so if you txt me.. and i txt "who is this" dont be offended. its a necessary vice.
am still smiling about yesterday. shut up. we dont speak of it still. except for EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!! i love.. lamp.
