Monday, October 11, 2010

D.O.A

and so the vicious cycle starts up again...

- you dont like me but you think im "cute"
- you admit to being a liar and to have lied to me before
- you straight up told me to listen to my friends and stop talking to you
- you call me a "nice kid" in the most patronizing way possible
- im pretty sure you make fun of me with your friends (because apparently guy talk equates to being douchebags)
- youre proud to be an asshole
- youve said countless times that youre not going to change
- you only talk to me when its convenient for you (ie: walking home alone and drunk)

so wait. let me understand. after all this.. i am STILL here?! oh no. it cannot be. oh. BUT IT IS. i am embarrassed to say.. that i have become.. THAT GIRL.