the writing's on the wall.

1) Thou shall not hate.
2) Thou shall pay bills.
3) Thou shall confess.
4) Thou shall not bug.
5) Thou shall not give in to temptation.
6) Thou shall not think you got it like that.
7) Thou shall not leave me wondering.
8) Thou shall know when he's got to go.
9) Thou shall move on to the next.

10) Thou shall get your party on.
11) Thou shall say my name.
12) Thou shall know she can't love you.
13) If thou can wait, then thou shall stay.
14) Thou shall cherish life.

freeze.

umm LE FUCK?!

rage. TAKE IT. AND GO.
i need to peace it, vancouver. you are being one hell of a female dog to me these days.
i want to go somewhere where i can just chill with my homies and forget about work, drama, and futures.
i would do just about anything to go back to this time last year when i couldnt be bothered with anyone who would boggle my mind so much.

.. im craving a slurpee from petrocan =)

halo.

im only human and thats my saving grace =)

girls make mistakes. we're entitled to do so. but WHY do we insist on making the same mistake multiple times. gahh. i complain about everything and anything that's in my head and yet i still refuse to do something about it. WHY.

thank you, said person, for not only proving me wrong but proving EVERYONE ELSE right.

differences.

"If she's amazing, she won't be easy. If she's easy, she wont be amazing. If she's worth it, you won't give up. If you give up, you're not worthy."

i find it absolutely hilarious when guys pick and choose to run for the hos in this town. its kind of like.. why have coke when i can have presidents choice cola? i mean.. coke is an all around good brand. it is well established and is credible. coke is "the real thing." but.. president's choice is just as good right? i mean. they taste the same. they provide the same service in the sense that theyre both fizzy and delightful drinks. so what's the difference? oh. right. president's choice is CHEAP. and at the end of the day.. you get what you pay for.

.. and people wonder why i'm such a brand whore.

unpredictable.

im freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. insert deep sighs of relief. YES. i may have no idea what i want from life but i am slowly understanding what i dont want.

.. mind you, i have a nasty habit of always changing my mind. vomit.

untitled.

"I wish someone would tell me something incredibly profound. I wish my heart would beat beat beat in time with theirs and things I want to say wouldn’t get caught in my throat like my hair gets caught in my fingers and ties itself into knots. I wish the voice in my head didn’t say the things it does, because of all the people I can trust in the world I shouldn’t be one of them. That’s why I listen to music louder than the sounds of the late-night television programs like poker competitions and bad films starring bad actors. And in the middle of the cacophony of sounds the only thoughts I can hear are the singer’s, the whisperer’s, the poet’s, infinitely better and wiser. Wiser even than the stars. I bet they don’t trust themselves either. I bet lots of people don’t when they’ve fallen down the rabbit hole and felt a heartbreak or three. Boys didn’t break my heart you know, I did. I break it all the time. I’m breaking it right now and I don’t even know why."

what is the point in making a decision or even saying it outloud well knowing that it wont change anything. RIDDLE ME THIS. why am i investing time with someone who wont invest any time with me?! RIDDLE. ME. THAT.