Thursday, May 28, 2009

for the record.

No one on the corner has swagger like us
Hit me on my Burner prepaid wireless
We pack and deliver like UPS trucks
Already going hell just pumping that gas


im tired. im annoyed. and im TRYING my best. its so frustrating when you give your all to someone or something and then they dont reciprocate. AHH HOW ANNOYING.

You know I'd love you if I knew you'd let me down
Now go remind you of yourself now
So we need to get away
Oh we want to get away
But we'll never get away, not now


i can only tolerate peoples BULL for so long. i am not perfect. but i try. i will bite my tongue. but only for so long. i am sorry for whoever places the icing on my bitter tasting cake.

leave out all the rest.

IM CRAZY. deal with it. and if you cant, then you can just go suck on a lemon.

some lightweight humor in lieu of this nasty emo crap that ive written: rockband is my bitch. i want a bbq sans police knocking on my door at 6am. it seems that my closets have exploded onto my floor but when i take a look at my sisters room, its not half bad. i am eagerly waiting for girls weekend where we will drink our faces off and have NO WORRIES about the next day. why? because we have ALL. BOOKED. THAT. DAY. OFF!!!! luh you =)

Monday, May 25, 2009

when EH met HELLA

back from the bay area. i must say.. it resembles vancover a lot. especially the weather. oh wait. perezers just bring along the clouds wherever they are. OF. COURSE.

i dont really feel like posting about the trip because im a lazy bastard. so here are the highlights:
- went to jerry's, a filipino joint and ordered enough food for a small army. why? because we wanted to eat EVERYTHING.
- chilled with danny. we walked a mile in great mall, played rock band (which i have now decided has become a necessary purchase), and then watched lakers vs denver game2.
- watched a dress rehearsal that my cousin was directing.. that brought me back to the high school musical days. followed by a massive headache because of a hunger/fatigue combo. not a friendly mix.
- watched the actual play which was pretty kickass. amen to filipino culture. PCN!! drinking with the cast beforehand. house party afterwards.
- saw a chick with booty shorts and thought, "oh to be 16 again." but wait.. shes older? followed by feeding LBs the drink in exchange for chase. it was the worst tasting oj ive ever had.. quite possibly because i didnt exactly measure how much vodka i put in my cup. the people are kick ass. so welcoming to newcomers hehe. thank you, FASA hayword for being so nice to us canadian chicks. I LOVE GUAM and NO. CANADIANS LOCK THERE DOORS WE TRUST NO ONE.
- ihop dennys and in n out were part of the trip. mmm food. americans really know their fast food. seriously. fat kids unite!!
- terminator movie. normally i dont like to watch movies while on vacation but i was down to watch a movie that i had no idea what was going on. i wasnt down to drink (shocking i know).what made MY night was the new moon poster beside our room. oh hells yes. twilight, i can never escape you. nor would i ever want to.
- shopping. shopping. AND SO MUCH SHOPPING. thankfully, iiiii didnt spend 600 bucks on.. lord knows what.
- chillin in an RV with cheese crackers and cheese WOW. oh yes.. CHEESE WOW.

.. thats about it. what else is there? oh right. kstew wears aritzia clothing. makes me vomit just thinking about how our merch is on that bitch. deep down i secretly want to be her.. only asian. and possibly drinking more and smokin the weed less.

i HELLA love san fran and cant wait to visit again =)

Monday, May 18, 2009

disco stick.

OH GAGA. you crazy woman you. "i love game. i love game"

i just ate pandesal. and nachos. both with cheese. gahhd damn that was a carb overload. so delicious.

is 17 degrees warm? it better be. anything has got to be better than this shit weather mother nature has bestowed on us vancouverites. san fran here i comeeeeeee!!

on a traveling point: to be in cannes. RIGHT NOW. would be the ultimate dream. film festival is going on. starlets everywhere. party center of France. clearly my head would be spinning with all of the action.

season finale week!! gahhd i love good tv. greys anatomy. gossip girl. OH MY!! both made me shed a tear. i want blair's aftergrad party at nate's outfit. so cute. so girly. and it was black. i want it. MAINTENANT.

which reminds me. i told my coworker to maintain. MAINTENANT. she looked at me quite confused. but thats okay. do your shit, crazy lady. and by shit i mean clean.

as of lately ive just been SO TIRED. drained physically and mentally. i dont know what it is but all i want to do as of lately is sleep in my bed... and maybe eat some chips and salsa.

i need an update of music in my laptop. suggestions?

is it bad to NOT care about things? had this conversation with someone. sometimes we get in a rut and look forward to basically nothing. why? because we're in a rut. theres nothing exciting in our lives and i guess we're so bored that we become numb that when something even half exciting enters our lives.. we arent excited?! does that make sense? anyways. im like that right now. everything is at a standstill. which is nice sometimes. but at the same time its like a "waste of life." hmmms..

need a manicure. and the cancer box. asap. almost on the maintenant level... but not quite there.

once again i am envious of those in the industry. one day, friends. one day.

suck it.

Thursday, May 14, 2009

forever young.

happy birthday, rpattz, you gorgeous son of a bitch. you are my age now! HOORAH!! who would have thought he would celebrate at glowbal?? he frequented there before.. and then the vancouver sun decided to publish that ish. i was 2 blocks away from his party. watching youth group (their cover of forever young is seriously the best my ears have heard. ever.) a satisfying evening but would have been even better had i met my future husband. once again, my gut was screaming to just GO TO YALETOWN.. but no. my eyes hurt and i was craving pjs on the asap level.

what do old people do once theyve passed the clubbing stage? LOUNGE, BABYYY!!!! its coming to the new (and yet expected) part of aging.. no more clubbing. i still like it. i'll probably go out still. but i must say. that shits getting expensive and i have dreams that require cash money, ya diiig?? wine and dine.. chicka yeaaa.

oh! so the concert. pretty solid. the sweethearts were better than youth group only because 1) they were aesthetically appealing and 2) they were just more alive while performing. media club was a cute little venue. id totally go back. i people watched for a bit. i watched a guy get DEnied by his potential ladyfriend. dont buy a chick so many drinks. it screams desperation. oh. and a guy that smelt like earth sat beside me. he said something to me but i was in a state of shock that someone could smell like mud so i just smiled and nodded. at least i was polite. hotties to my left. hotties to my right. sorry zf that i zoned out at points of our conversation due to the abundance of eye candy.

its been settled!! sf late may. vegas early july. LA mid august. like i said, shits getting expensive.

the american dream: live in LA. work for a PR company that allows me to rub shoulders with the rich and famous. my friend wants to book bands for clubs and lounges.. vancouver, hurry up and become the hollywood north that i know you can be... papz at every corner tmz style and celebs running for their privacy. gahhd the fast life. the rich life. the famous life.. eeeeks. a girl can dream, right??

did i mention how happysad i am for not going to yaletown? ya.. i tried not to be crazy.. but who am i kidding? I AM. like ive said many times about myself, i have an OCD. its real and its deep, like chicken!

kate voegele? the virgins? the fray? OH MY!!!!! music is the weapon of the future, friends. remember that.

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

17 again.

i did not like zac efron. i loved highschool musical.. but i did not like him. he looked like a girl. he couldnt act. his hair bounced more than mine. to me.. he was not a man. he was a freak of nature!! OH BUT THEN I WATCHED 17AGAIN. and let me tell you.. that what i thought about this "teen heart throb" in the past is soooo out the door because let me tell you.. that that boy.. can wear his plaid shirts well. AHAHHAHA like shiiet buddy he is one good looking boy. i dont even care that hes prettier than me.. he is HOT. edward cullen WHO? (just kidding!! hahah!) oh ya, the movie was pretty dope as well. surprisingly.

benefits DENIED. how sad am i that i cant even go to the dentist for the next little while.

a customer dropped 500 bucks with me as if it was nothing. she then told me she got $1200 from the government. this is amazing because we are BOTH not students are just working fulltime yet somehow she got over a G and i had to pay 200 bucks!! ohh life. it really knows where to kick you.

ride or you die bitches. those are the people that matter. i gots mine do you gots yours?? think of it this way: theyre the people that will yell at someone in your defense. theyre the people that dont give a whowhaaat about your antics. theyre the people you can call up randomly and ask to do nothing and they WILL say yes because they know at the end of the night, it will be a good story. but most importantly, theyre the people that are there for you any hour, any time, no questions asked.. until they get there. bwahahah ive known this for years and it became more apparent when we threw a douchebag off the stage all because he gave roho a compliment. DONT. TOUCH. US. OR. WE'LL. PUNCH. YOU.

my shit is bejeweled. WITH RHINESTONES. ed hardy eat your heart out. bwhahaha

im waiting patiently for my 90210 season 3 and 4 box sets go on sale. and then imma pounce. like a tigre. dylan mckay where aaaaaaaare you!!

Friday, May 8, 2009

dilemma.

SO. i still want vacation. lots of vacation. BUT i want to go to europe next year. for a solid month. that will take up a lot of cash money no???

BUT i feel that i can allow one.. maybe two.. vacations this summer excluding the SF trip at the end of may. now the question is as ive always asked.. WHERE DO I GO.
- nacauili wants to go to vegas in july but im going already in sept
- i really miss the LA and noho area. sighhh..
- montreal and nyc were good to me last year.. and i would lovelovelove to go back to mtl just to party one more time on st catherines.. and l'opera on a sunday night hehe
- calgary for stampede has always been something fun to do plus id get to see my explore friends..
- chitown cuz i didnt really get the FULL experience.

.. suggest! suggest! suggest!! and if you want to come. HOLLA!!

Monday, May 4, 2009

orange juice is deliicous.

seriously tropicana oj is the shiet. sans pulp of course. but a little bit of pulp never hurt nobody! hehe

met taylor lautner this weekend while looking for an establishment that will serve me alcoholic beverages. no big deal or anything.. just like im not a crazy twilight fan. OHMYGODIMSOFREAKINGHAPPYITSRIDICULOUS.

its the end of the month = bills to pay = i remember once again that i need to save money and not spend it. what were the big purchases this month?? the dentist and QUESTCREW TICKETS, yayerssssssss!! so excited to see my love, d-trix.

watched wolverine on friday and i must say that it was pretty awesome. hugh jackmen's ass meets ryan renolyds abs. ahhh shiet. oh. the storyline was pretty good also. bwahahah!!

its so funny how men can look at women as pieces of meat and no one thinks anything of it BUT when a woman looks at a guy like that she loses lady points. i say eat this : After Centuries of men looking at my tits instead of my eyes and pinching my butt instead of shaking my hand, I think I have the right to stare at their asses with cheap, crude appreciation. amen.

a lot of people tell me in crazy and weird and psycho for actually enjoying the hunt for the twilight cast. and i must admit that it does seem a bit weird. but the funny thing is, is that there are people who actually WANT to do this with me outside my own social circle. its kinda cute. whats NOT cute is a twilight fanatic meet and greet. now that is just plain fuckedup.

a friend asked if "hunting" is related to me being unhappy with my life. thought about it some more.. and its not. ive just found a new hobby that doesnt consist of a dvd box set or an alcoholic beverage. i have an addictive personality. if i like something or someone it will be pretty obvious because i cant shut up about it. for the next few weeks.. its this =)

i need to gym. its gonna happen. im just waiting for a moment to strike. BWAHAHAHAHH sadness.

the rain can suck it.

was this good enough, zf? teeheehee. ps - cinqo de mayo tomorrow at celebs, holla at yo giiiiiiiiiiirl!!