am i broken hearted? HECK NO. but once again i am pondering muchos. today at work my manager, chels, said that she has never been so happy in her life until recently. how amazing a feeling this happiness. and so i started to think when was the last time i was truly happy about everything and couldnt complain about a lick of my life. and so i thought.. and thought some more.. and then after folding down an entire table i couldnt figure it out. thats kind of sad. and a little bit frightening.
what makes us happy? money. relationships. possessions. etcetcetc. when was the last time you were truly happy about life? are you happy today with whats going on?? sometimes i think we forget to self check ourselves. i sure as heck do. im sorta okay with whats going on. i have a somewhat stable job but would love to get paid more. and possibly have some benefits in my pocket haha. i love my friends, although sometimes i do feel like i spread myself too thin (its tough being populaire bwahaha). and even though i dont have a bf, im fine without. i think guys suck. they lie. they cheat. they steal. they bs us.. according to mya - lie detector. but of course id be lying if i said it wouldnt be nice to be swept off my feet every once in a while. i miss the butterflies, what can i say.
so whats the moral of the story? be happy. its simple and its direct. we always focus on the complicated and this is easy. so easy we oftentimes forget to do it.
choice song: its only life - kate voegele.
