dilemma.

SO. i still want vacation. lots of vacation. BUT i want to go to europe next year. for a solid month. that will take up a lot of cash money no???

BUT i feel that i can allow one.. maybe two.. vacations this summer excluding the SF trip at the end of may. now the question is as ive always asked.. WHERE DO I GO.
- nacauili wants to go to vegas in july but im going already in sept
- i really miss the LA and noho area. sighhh..
- montreal and nyc were good to me last year.. and i would lovelovelove to go back to mtl just to party one more time on st catherines.. and l'opera on a sunday night hehe
- calgary for stampede has always been something fun to do plus id get to see my explore friends..
- chitown cuz i didnt really get the FULL experience.

.. suggest! suggest! suggest!! and if you want to come. HOLLA!!

orange juice is deliicous.

seriously tropicana oj is the shiet. sans pulp of course. but a little bit of pulp never hurt nobody! hehe

met taylor lautner this weekend while looking for an establishment that will serve me alcoholic beverages. no big deal or anything.. just like im not a crazy twilight fan. OHMYGODIMSOFREAKINGHAPPYITSRIDICULOUS.

its the end of the month = bills to pay = i remember once again that i need to save money and not spend it. what were the big purchases this month?? the dentist and QUESTCREW TICKETS, yayerssssssss!! so excited to see my love, d-trix.

watched wolverine on friday and i must say that it was pretty awesome. hugh jackmen's ass meets ryan renolyds abs. ahhh shiet. oh. the storyline was pretty good also. bwahahah!!

its so funny how men can look at women as pieces of meat and no one thinks anything of it BUT when a woman looks at a guy like that she loses lady points. i say eat this : After Centuries of men looking at my tits instead of my eyes and pinching my butt instead of shaking my hand, I think I have the right to stare at their asses with cheap, crude appreciation. amen.

a lot of people tell me in crazy and weird and psycho for actually enjoying the hunt for the twilight cast. and i must admit that it does seem a bit weird. but the funny thing is, is that there are people who actually WANT to do this with me outside my own social circle. its kinda cute. whats NOT cute is a twilight fanatic meet and greet. now that is just plain fuckedup.

a friend asked if "hunting" is related to me being unhappy with my life. thought about it some more.. and its not. ive just found a new hobby that doesnt consist of a dvd box set or an alcoholic beverage. i have an addictive personality. if i like something or someone it will be pretty obvious because i cant shut up about it. for the next few weeks.. its this =)

i need to gym. its gonna happen. im just waiting for a moment to strike. BWAHAHAHAHH sadness.

the rain can suck it.

was this good enough, zf? teeheehee. ps - cinqo de mayo tomorrow at celebs, holla at yo giiiiiiiiiiirl!!

jai ho!!

thanks pb for the song send. muwahahah its NOT on the cd? wait what? doll domination? oh shit you like it too? insert less man points now.

so i want to make a picnic basket. with sandwiches and potato salad. and juice boxes. and possibly some gummie bears. and maybe i'll throw in some spinach dip for kicks. the problem is 1) theres no one to eat that shit with and 2) i dont have a freaking day off until next week. so i guess my picnic will have to be.. at night?? hahaha

also, i want to have a bbq. friendsters want a bbq? i am offering the household provided that we dont repeat a last year with the po knocking on my door. thanks guys!

i only need to meet rpattz and i can quit this hunt for at least a solid month or something. its freaking draining, yo. but i am super happy that my friends are willing to go with me on the hunt!! from the random dinners to the stalking of the hotels to the driving across into the boonies hehehe and arent you glad you went, michelle? you saw the hotness that was taycob. bow chicka bow wowwwww

AMEN to warm weather. summer i see you coming near and oh man. i am SO READY. last year was a bust. i mean, i had one of the best summers of my life in mtl but seriously.. it was COLD THURR. not enough sunlight. i need my tan sans cancer box

i am sad to report that my oth season 3 disc 5 doesnt work anymore. THIS IS SO UPSETTING!!! it only has one of the best episodes on it (that being, the jimmy edwards shoots tree hill high episode)

speaking of tv.. i missed gossip girl. and heroes!! i mean, it was totally worth it.. it just sucks. thank goodness for the internet. seriously. what would i do without you.

it slides in. it slides out. MUWAHAHHA. i want that phone. i am going to GET that phone. i just need help getting a better plan. i suck at confrontation, for realskies.

i really really REALLY want another vacation to the list. possibly in july. possibly montreal and nyc again?? i really kinda just wanna go back to chi town... i wonder if its possible to do that too?? 10 day vacation is what im allowing myself for the month of july. i am open for suggestions. bwahahha

oooh oooh the american dream ooh ooh do you know what i mean..

im not sure how i feel about my new hair cut still. i like it sometimes.. and other times, i think it looks like a mop. HO HUMMM...

OH! i also want ice cream. and perhaps some sushi town. AHEMAHEM core ladies, make it happen.

ps - if you were at yote on saturday and witnessed the drunkness that was moi.. i do apologize. never again.. or well.. until QUEST, BABYYY!!!!

thats all. its time to make due of the rest of my "weekend." 5 days of wrk here i come... =(

after months of searching..

i am one freaking happy camper. went to the 100 monkeys concert the other night. i never wait for anything but THIS CONCERT i waited outside. in the cold. FOR THREE HOURS. ya. im that crazy. but it was all worth it! the band was actually really good.. and extremely good looking. AHAHHAHA!!! i fell in love with the bass player. ooh oww owww!! good music with good company. that was the name of the game. and then... we have.. THIS:



MET MY NUMBER TWO!!! yayy!! who is slowly becoming my number one because he can 1) sing 2) play multiple instruments 3) has a really hot accent 4) is super polite - he stood out there forever to meet his fans (awww!!)

anyways, that is all. life is good right now... aside from the fact im still contemplating what my next step in job is to be.. HMMM.. thoughts??

food for thought: The important thing is not to be bitter over life's disappointments. Learn to let go of the past. And recognize that every day won't be sunny, and when you find yourself lost in the darkness and despair remember it's only in the black of night you see the stars. And those stars will lead you back home. So don't be afraid to make mistakes, or stumble and fall, cause most of the time the greatest rewards come from doing the things that scare you the most. Maybe you'll get everything you wish for. Maybe you'll get more than you ever could have imagined. Who knows where life will take you. The road is long and in the end, the journey is the destination

blame it.

quite the weekend. blame it on the alcohol for realskies. friday night = fabric!! though i really really REALLY do not like that place, i was there 1) for lings bday cuz i bailed on celebs and 2) chelsea wouldnt have it any other way. anyways. so the night started with miss sam lopez picking my ass up at the household. drinks in hand and conversations about the PI and the next thing you know we're figuring out where to park. fast forward sparksnotes version of the clubscene: rounds after rounds, mardi gras beads (pretty sure rob made me caress his chest one too many times. SICK), more drinks, and some dancing inbetween. after the club was the walk back to the car. OH BUT WAIT MY FRIENDS DIDNT GO BACK TO THE CAR. i somehow ended up walking down gastown alone on the phone with sam lopez looking for her. OH RIGHT. we need food. no one tells me the plans. its a good thing i wasnt too drunk to dial a phone. bwahaha.

next day at 11am my batch of ugly calls me. im incredibly hungover. but all in the name of twilight i got up, showered, and was out the door for the hunt. MY PRAYERS WERE ANSWERED. though i didnt see the gold at the end of the rainbow (that being rpattz and jackson) i did however see a few of the cast members!!
sighting 1 i am an idiot and didnt do proper research. saw a wolf while eating a japadog. saw the wolf. hesitated. got verification by other twilight fans. roho stuffs half of her hot dog in her mouth and we are speed walking LFA style to catch up to him. follow him all the way to yaletown (this is no 5min walk. this is a very long walk/run) we finally catch up to him. OH BUT WAIT. i dont know his name. we think alex? so i go up to him and ask if hes alex NOT THINKING a follow up question for when he said no. later in the day i found out it wasnt alex but it was chaske spencer
i am a dumbass.

sighting 2 me and roho are sitting outside the hotel not where the rest of the ppl are. we are hardcore and sit right outside the lobby doors, yo! so we pass the time by watching the lobby boys break into a company car, watching the twihards, and talking about our weddings when lo and behold i see a hot guy. he had flawless skin and was in a rush to get into the car that was parked in front of where we were sitting. he looked kind of familiar. OH SHIT THATS KELLAN LUTZ. as much time as it took me to realize i see the tween run and scream "KELLAAAAAAAAAAN!!" shit man. i thought i was crazy. OH NO. i am normal. these girls make vancouver people look like idiots. anyways, he goes into his car and is on his way.. lum di dum dum. i was never a fan of him til that moment. he is ridiculously good looking.

sighting 3 i am back on my bench. and am now accompanied by six other people. OH JOY. i see the character, victoria speed walk into the hotel. i wait patiently because we all know she is gonna have to head out eventually. she runs out. shes running late somewhere but is so nice and still took photos. i jumped into one and BAM. got my photo opp. thanks roho for taking my bag as i threw it on you. AHAHHA afterwards we were kindly asked to leave the premises of the hotel. I DONT CURR LIFE IS 60% COMPLETE NOW.

oh! on a pseudo good note. thanks to miss fu went to the cullen house!! its a pretty dope set. didnt see any celebs but still pretty awesome. christy lopez almost had a heart attack when she saw the bright lights. almost as freaky as the teenage twihards. easy kiddo, we dont want to scare them away hahaha.

FUCK LIFE RIGHT NOW THOUGH because robert is at the 100 monkeys concert. right now. and im here. blogging about life. damnit. FUCK LIFE, as linda would say. i just want to give him a hug so i can know first hand that he smells divine... kind of crazy? kind of awesome!

anyways, aside from twilight because i kinda do have a life, i had AYCE with the BP and it was good. who would have thought 3 small asian girls could eat enough for a small family. we WADDLED, not walked, outside of the restaurant and had to walk it off. since we were downtown of course i requested that we did a little walk by the hotel. you know.. just in case. no such luck. all i have to say is that we are fat kids and fat kids unite! at the table we were so full that all of our eyes were half open and it got to the point that we werent even eating. at one point zf had noodles in her mouth.. but only halfway. OH LORD. its okay. blame it on the alcohol. went home afterwards to do some laundry. OH THE LAUNDRY. its been a couple months. thats gross. gross cuz i havent done it in a couple months and gross that i have that much clothing. SIICK.

i am "doubly" better than all of you bitches. roho said so. bwahahaha. oh. and if you cant eat it then you might as well play with it.. im referring to food, of course.

okay. thats all. the cast leaves this week. sadface indeed. what will i do now with my days/evenings off? i guess figure out what you suckkas are doing.. and then write about it.. ya. that sounds pretty good =P