thats why they call me go girl.

HAHA i watched fans mob rpattz on youtube while he flims a movie in NYC. holy shit canadian fans are FAR LESS crazy than american fans. like wow. youtube that shit if you havent already its most def a good laugh.

sex and the city is a great tv show. i was never a huge fan before. i mean, i would watch it if there was nothing on the tv but for the most part i could hardly consider myself an avid fan. BUT. i was convinced to watch it and surprisingly, its a pretty dope show! hahaha i apparently could learn some important life lessons. here i go giving it a go. why? because i can.

i had a conversation with a friend the other day regarding.. random shit really. haha it started with us discussing how i had to take a pill everyday. she freaks out and assumes im on BC but REALLY its for my asthma. this is the funny part number: a girl goes on BC without having a bf = WHO IS SHE SLEEPING WITH??? but wait!! what if "it helps clear up my pimples." cough bullshit. hmms.. insert 5 minute conversation about whores and how smart itd be if they went on the pill ultimately concluding with the phrase, "do whores.. KNOW theyre whores?" oh chelsea.. the shit we talk about in the back room.

work is EXHAUSTING. like for reals. but i mean, its worth it in the end. im having fun. im getting paid somewhat decently. i cant really complain. im still in no REAL hurry to reach the ultimate career. theres so much of the world that i still have yet to see. you tell me. is it better to see the world when you have responsibilities waiting for you when you get back OR should one take a vacation while theyre responsibilities are practically none?

i miss montreal like crazy. spoke broken french to a customer today. it was grand. je pratique le francais aujourd'hui?? ya. i think thats right. idk. meh. but anyways, mtl was life. it was a great time living there for 5 weeks. oh what i would do to do it again... i miss la belle provence every other day. i miss walking around town with my friends absolutely wasted. i miss the crazy nightlife that i KNOW i was born to be a part of. vancouver, as beautiful of a city you are, you seriously LACK in the party scene. its pathetic really.

damn. you. ALLERGIES!!!!!

my perogative.

so sometimes when im thinking i think in text. like i think of the sentence i want to repeat to myself in my head. does that make sense? its a very long thought process and perhaps this is why im always the last one who gets the joke.
anyways, i was just laying on my bed listening to the.. dare i admit this.. mama mia soundtrack (quiet you!) when i was trying to think about things. obvs this ends up in a note worthy conversation.

ignorance is bliss.

huh. ive spent the last 20 minutes trying to figure out what it is i want to say to myself repeatedly and its those three words. HOW INTERESTING. but its the truth. dont lie. you agree with it too ;)

people continue to amuse me. thank you for providing some much needed entertainment in my semi exciting life. you are 'e-prop' worthy. hahahahaha oh. and when i say "amuse" i mean "irritate the life out of me."

lil love.

tell me what parent in the right mind tries to ground their 20+ year old children. it doesnt work. take away the car? ya that doesnt work either. but what DOES? im apparently grounded for being an accomplice to my sister's.. shit. you tell me. what do i do. what do parents do? how do you control your 20 year old kids? hmmmmmmmmmms...

graduations always make me happy. theyre full of hope. and happiness. its just a whole crapload of cuteness. maybe because theyre so young and underdeveloped children walking around with their cap and gown. oh the cuteness. i love it all. especially at my high school low budget graduation ceremonies. its all just so fun seeing people and teachers youve known for years.. or at least known of. congrats graduates of 2009. you did good.

the MMVAs look more and more intriguing. GAGA is performing! (i love game!!) and twilight is being visually represented with my "shamefu--," taylor lautner. perhaps i will finally watch the show. in full.

i need food. mmm cheese.

my prediction: lakers are gonna have a clean sweep. and i mean, i LOVE magic. but seriously.. theyre no competition for my kobe. ahhahaha

promise in the dark

bellini tuesdays at milestones are actually worth it. patio style sippin on a not so alcoholic but equally delicious beverage... i live a very difficult life in case you didnt know. har har harrr.

i retract my emo post. seriously. its the hormones. eff you, monthly visitor. you cloud my judgement and make me think everything is wrong in life when in actuality, i got it hella good. aside from becoming an angry prat, i look forward to menopause on the mere fact that i will bid you adieu.

on that note: please take it from me.. NO. MORE. DRAMA. this is what i think about it. lifes too short to live it negatively so why waste the time we have on things and people that dont matter. i often find it difficult to differentiate what is dubbed insignificant. indecision, you crazy bastard, you.

rockband is seriously life. i love the paramore song but all i have to say is, "SHUT UP WHEN IM TAKING TO YOU" - oh sam lopez. i can play it on medium setting now.. ahhh shiettt suckkas!!

the weather has been super fantastic but really.. i enjoy it only from a sunroof at my workplace. oh is it still sunny? all i have to do is look up.. and then cry because im there and the sun is... there? haha

mind you.. i spent my day off at kits beach. nothing beats sleeping on the beach in what could be mistaken as underwear.. but BECAUSE it has a different fabric.. its a bathing suit and therefore socially acceptable to lay outside in.

i am a fan of twilight. its goodtimes. i have an OCD for it. but MANNNNNNNNNN am i getting annoyed. i do NOT like the idea of a twilight cruise and no. i think its a ridiculous idea to have twilight tours in vancouver. eff that noise, thank you!

song of the day: thats what you get - paramore... for obvious rockband reasons.

for the record.

No one on the corner has swagger like us
Hit me on my Burner prepaid wireless
We pack and deliver like UPS trucks
Already going hell just pumping that gas

im tired. im annoyed. and im TRYING my best. its so frustrating when you give your all to someone or something and then they dont reciprocate. AHH HOW ANNOYING.

You know I'd love you if I knew you'd let me down
Now go remind you of yourself now
So we need to get away
Oh we want to get away
But we'll never get away, not now

i can only tolerate peoples BULL for so long. i am not perfect. but i try. i will bite my tongue. but only for so long. i am sorry for whoever places the icing on my bitter tasting cake.

leave out all the rest.

IM CRAZY. deal with it. and if you cant, then you can just go suck on a lemon.

some lightweight humor in lieu of this nasty emo crap that ive written: rockband is my bitch. i want a bbq sans police knocking on my door at 6am. it seems that my closets have exploded onto my floor but when i take a look at my sisters room, its not half bad. i am eagerly waiting for girls weekend where we will drink our faces off and have NO WORRIES about the next day. why? because we have ALL. BOOKED. THAT. DAY. OFF!!!! luh you =)