my perogative.

so sometimes when im thinking i think in text. like i think of the sentence i want to repeat to myself in my head. does that make sense? its a very long thought process and perhaps this is why im always the last one who gets the joke.
anyways, i was just laying on my bed listening to the.. dare i admit this.. mama mia soundtrack (quiet you!) when i was trying to think about things. obvs this ends up in a note worthy conversation.

ignorance is bliss.

huh. ive spent the last 20 minutes trying to figure out what it is i want to say to myself repeatedly and its those three words. HOW INTERESTING. but its the truth. dont lie. you agree with it too ;)

people continue to amuse me. thank you for providing some much needed entertainment in my semi exciting life. you are 'e-prop' worthy. hahahahaha oh. and when i say "amuse" i mean "irritate the life out of me."

lil love.

tell me what parent in the right mind tries to ground their 20+ year old children. it doesnt work. take away the car? ya that doesnt work either. but what DOES? im apparently grounded for being an accomplice to my sister's.. shit. you tell me. what do i do. what do parents do? how do you control your 20 year old kids? hmmmmmmmmmms...

graduations always make me happy. theyre full of hope. and happiness. its just a whole crapload of cuteness. maybe because theyre so young and underdeveloped children walking around with their cap and gown. oh the cuteness. i love it all. especially at my high school low budget graduation ceremonies. its all just so fun seeing people and teachers youve known for years.. or at least known of. congrats graduates of 2009. you did good.

the MMVAs look more and more intriguing. GAGA is performing! (i love game!!) and twilight is being visually represented with my "shamefu--," taylor lautner. perhaps i will finally watch the show. in full.

i need food. mmm cheese.

my prediction: lakers are gonna have a clean sweep. and i mean, i LOVE magic. but seriously.. theyre no competition for my kobe. ahhahaha

promise in the dark

bellini tuesdays at milestones are actually worth it. patio style sippin on a not so alcoholic but equally delicious beverage... i live a very difficult life in case you didnt know. har har harrr.

i retract my emo post. seriously. its the hormones. eff you, monthly visitor. you cloud my judgement and make me think everything is wrong in life when in actuality, i got it hella good. aside from becoming an angry prat, i look forward to menopause on the mere fact that i will bid you adieu.

on that note: please take it from me.. NO. MORE. DRAMA. this is what i think about it. lifes too short to live it negatively so why waste the time we have on things and people that dont matter. i often find it difficult to differentiate what is dubbed insignificant. indecision, you crazy bastard, you.

rockband is seriously life. i love the paramore song but all i have to say is, "SHUT UP WHEN IM TAKING TO YOU" - oh sam lopez. i can play it on medium setting now.. ahhh shiettt suckkas!!

the weather has been super fantastic but really.. i enjoy it only from a sunroof at my workplace. oh is it still sunny? all i have to do is look up.. and then cry because im there and the sun is... there? haha

mind you.. i spent my day off at kits beach. nothing beats sleeping on the beach in what could be mistaken as underwear.. but BECAUSE it has a different fabric.. its a bathing suit and therefore socially acceptable to lay outside in.

i am a fan of twilight. its goodtimes. i have an OCD for it. but MANNNNNNNNNN am i getting annoyed. i do NOT like the idea of a twilight cruise and no. i think its a ridiculous idea to have twilight tours in vancouver. eff that noise, thank you!

song of the day: thats what you get - paramore... for obvious rockband reasons.

for the record.

No one on the corner has swagger like us
Hit me on my Burner prepaid wireless
We pack and deliver like UPS trucks
Already going hell just pumping that gas

im tired. im annoyed. and im TRYING my best. its so frustrating when you give your all to someone or something and then they dont reciprocate. AHH HOW ANNOYING.

You know I'd love you if I knew you'd let me down
Now go remind you of yourself now
So we need to get away
Oh we want to get away
But we'll never get away, not now

i can only tolerate peoples BULL for so long. i am not perfect. but i try. i will bite my tongue. but only for so long. i am sorry for whoever places the icing on my bitter tasting cake.

leave out all the rest.

IM CRAZY. deal with it. and if you cant, then you can just go suck on a lemon.

some lightweight humor in lieu of this nasty emo crap that ive written: rockband is my bitch. i want a bbq sans police knocking on my door at 6am. it seems that my closets have exploded onto my floor but when i take a look at my sisters room, its not half bad. i am eagerly waiting for girls weekend where we will drink our faces off and have NO WORRIES about the next day. why? because we have ALL. BOOKED. THAT. DAY. OFF!!!! luh you =)

when EH met HELLA

back from the bay area. i must say.. it resembles vancover a lot. especially the weather. oh wait. perezers just bring along the clouds wherever they are. OF. COURSE.

i dont really feel like posting about the trip because im a lazy bastard. so here are the highlights:
- went to jerry's, a filipino joint and ordered enough food for a small army. why? because we wanted to eat EVERYTHING.
- chilled with danny. we walked a mile in great mall, played rock band (which i have now decided has become a necessary purchase), and then watched lakers vs denver game2.
- watched a dress rehearsal that my cousin was directing.. that brought me back to the high school musical days. followed by a massive headache because of a hunger/fatigue combo. not a friendly mix.
- watched the actual play which was pretty kickass. amen to filipino culture. PCN!! drinking with the cast beforehand. house party afterwards.
- saw a chick with booty shorts and thought, "oh to be 16 again." but wait.. shes older? followed by feeding LBs the drink in exchange for chase. it was the worst tasting oj ive ever had.. quite possibly because i didnt exactly measure how much vodka i put in my cup. the people are kick ass. so welcoming to newcomers hehe. thank you, FASA hayword for being so nice to us canadian chicks. I LOVE GUAM and NO. CANADIANS LOCK THERE DOORS WE TRUST NO ONE.
- ihop dennys and in n out were part of the trip. mmm food. americans really know their fast food. seriously. fat kids unite!!
- terminator movie. normally i dont like to watch movies while on vacation but i was down to watch a movie that i had no idea what was going on. i wasnt down to drink (shocking i know).what made MY night was the new moon poster beside our room. oh hells yes. twilight, i can never escape you. nor would i ever want to.
- shopping. shopping. AND SO MUCH SHOPPING. thankfully, iiiii didnt spend 600 bucks on.. lord knows what.
- chillin in an RV with cheese crackers and cheese WOW. oh yes.. CHEESE WOW.

.. thats about it. what else is there? oh right. kstew wears aritzia clothing. makes me vomit just thinking about how our merch is on that bitch. deep down i secretly want to be her.. only asian. and possibly drinking more and smokin the weed less.

i HELLA love san fran and cant wait to visit again =)