never say never.

so operation maria does not go clubbing and spend her hard earned money was a HUGE success this week. so proud of myself. i make my own lunch. AND COFFEE. which is life altering.. because i love my visa card. i love how easily i can take it out of my wallet.. and then use it on little shit things. like a triple grande hazelnut soy latte. ohhh fuck ya.

lets play a game. where i know youre talking about me. and you still pretend to like me. but i dont care if you like me. because i dont need you. alas. its a fun game. because you dont know that i know.. until now anyways.

go find your own friends to play with. im a possessive bitch. back uppppppp!!!

so my cousin is into this girl. i look at her. elevator stare. he comes back to me and i say, "no. shes not good enough. shes looks typical." cousin says, "what do you mean?" other cousin says, "wow. judgemental much?" i say, "i am judgmental. do you not know who my mother is? where do you think i learned it from??" FUNNYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.

i love famjam nights. theyre the best. mostly because they dont happen often. im sure if i saw them on the regular i wouldnt appreciate those moments as much. but since i dont.. i love.

school? travel? work? ohhhhhhhhhh life. apparently my next six months will be a breeze. i hope so. id hate to break a sweat trying to do life sans problem.

am currently talking to a friend about how much i dislike filipino girls. which is funny because i have filipino girl friends. but theres a difference. some girls are just straight up annoying. and sometimes dumb. and i dont mingle well with the stupid. and that speaks volumes of you because i am not the shiniest apple in the tree either. or however the phrase goes.

i need the hunt more in my life. one more month people. and speaking of.. could nov 20th be any farther away? good lord.

i wish VIFF was exciting.. too bad nobody cares. i care.. to an extent. i just like festivals thats all. i also like bloc parties. oh bloc party. i know this i was so last week but it needs to be recognized. the final bloc party in vancouver was the shiiiiieeeeeeeet. outdoor partying. blocked off street. maria drunk? c'est magnifique!

i leave you with this: order the fucking pancakes.

poster of a girl

the hunt has hit a whole new level of crazy. its real. its deep. its almost like chicken. BUT WOW. i never thought i would resort to being actually mobile when it came to the hunt. theres a difference between walking around vancouver and SPEED RACING with papz to catch a glimpse of rpattz.

oh. but it was well worth it. unsuccessful. but still worth it.because how many ppl can actually say they were part of trail of papz cars behind rpattz's taxi. HAH! oh. and bobby long is ridiculously hot. like woah. i love the hunt and the hunt loves me.

my crazy has hit parents. real ones. miss lopez's parents to be exact. they went to yaletown in hopes of seeing celebrities? who are you? YOU ARE NOT ME. WHY ARE YOU INADVERTENTLY HUNTING? hahahha so proud that ive rubbed off on them in such a positive way.

im poor. i need to save money. i just realized that i over paid my mastercard and underpaid my visa. which means.. i may have interest fees. EFF.

so the twelves concert was pretty dope. once i heard my metric remix i was complete. har har har. and then FOBric? umm.. kinda cool only because i loved the reunion. everything else pretty much sucked. skanks hos and fellas with their "G-ed up swagger" and by that i mean.. ed hardy. hells ya i love to be surrounded by that ish!!... no.

back to school? heck no. i wish. i miss education. i miss learning!!!

did i mention that im poor? how can i expect to go to europe next year if i dont save.

what could be more entertaining than watching dvd box sets of teenage drama genre? watching it on tv. watched the series premiere of melrose place. oh man. i have a new crush. and his name is michael rady. so cute. loved him in travelling pants. hes greek. his stylist did wonders for him. and so.. i love him. obviously. because lets be real. i am a tween deep down.

i cant wait to travel. 2010. am counting down the months.

you and i both.

jason mraz is love. his music pierces my HEART i tell you!!

im getting used to typing with my solar nails, yaaaa!!! they look guuuuuuud riiighhh?? insert crazy asian accent now. thanks.

havent been blogging lately. so busy. you know. jumping off cliffs, meeting celebrities. oh. and my friend had a baby. no big deal or anything.

ARE YOU KIDDING ME?! its a huge deal. baby lyriq is soooo cute. and sooo tiny. just like her tita ;)

i get nostalgic just thinking about RCH. makes me smile. i had some good (and not so good) times there. oh yes. yayersss.

EN VOGUE TOMORROW. FREE YOUR MIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIND. the pne = summer is almost over.

pretty sure i dont know where my cast is. I NEED HELP, FRIENDS. then again, i probably wont be able to pay any attention to that.

im so tired these days. seriously. my sleeping pattern is fucked for life again. i sleep but i wake up all the damn time. ugh. its annoying. and most def taking a toll on my work ethic. i dont wake up early enough to grab a coffee before work. no coffee = maria doesnt walk fast = maria is still sleeping standing up = unhappy sales. BAH.

at the end of the day, i am a selfish person. at least i can admit it. i mean, i know when to listen and when to take the focus off of myself but there are some people who simply cant. it makes me laugh.

i dont like it when my worlds collide. you people may not like that i dont like it but hey, at least im being honest. would you rather me lie? didnt think so.

am craving dosas again.. NBBY LADIES LETS DO THIS (cough bien make it happen)

500 days of summer is still the best movie ive ever seen... this year =P

im feeling very naked without my twilight movie in my dvd collection. miss lopez you better get a move on and start watching it

DID YOU KNOW... that im on youtube? hahaha over 7000 hits, ladies!! good job!! hehe kellan lutz walks with fans in vancouver. YOU KNOWWWWWWWWW IT.

i have a new found appreciation for babies. i mean, ive always loved them but im also very awkward around them. mostly because i have ADD and get distracted easily. but no. not this time!!! hehehehe!! this ones different.. shes little!! eeeeeeee!! we're gonna be best friends, you'll see =)

the hunt.

we love the hunt. its the crazy in me coming out in full force. its real and its deep. you dont question my motives. you dont judge me. frick, even if you do judge me.. i wont care because i have fun and oddly enough.. so do the ppl who partake in this with me =)

day one of the hunt was a HUGE success. was really supposed to go with miss suzara but she had stuff to do.. ergo sam lopez the sis and janice. sam and jan wanted to go because... idk. they wanted to see what was the hype about?

anyways. no joke. maybe half an hour of not even really looking just walking around we see dun dun dunnn KELLAN LUTZ. so big. his arms are the size of my head. its ridic. fans are surrounding him. he starts to walk away. i go up to him.. and it goes a little something like this...

MP: hey can i take a picture with you?
KL: who? me? why? dont you want to take a pic with that guy? (points at papz)
MP: no. i just think youre pretty cute
JY: pretty sure you just made her day.
KL: k well can we walk for a bit and then take a pic?
MP: sure. soo whats up? how are you liking vancouver? (loves our city!) what did you buy? (workout gear. i only have three pairs of shorts) blahblahblahh
KL: you know, you remind me of my best friend, natalie. shes funny, outgoing...
MP: omg really? is she short too??
KL: well... i wasnt going to say..
MP: omg so she is!!
.. we then find a spot to take pics. do the pic. the papz also take pics. we say thank you so much and then thats that.

we are then giddy. BEYOND giddy. sam lopez loves white men now. hahaha he was so nice. so crazy. love him. love it all. but. we are not done.

so we are walking around some more trying to figure out what to do. do we continue the hunt? well, where would they be? lets get japadogs. okay so now what? and them BAM. there is xavier samuel. so hot. his style is so fresh. and his accent.. ooomg his accent. our convo wasnt so great. i stumbled. i asked if his name was xavier. he said yes. i say omg youre in twilight can i have a pic! we chat about vancouver and what his plans are for the day. simple. direct. OH BUT ITS NOT OVER.

we start walking around.. and BAM. we see xavier again. we're so embarassed cuz we really werent stalking him we were just walking around and hes so sweet. he waves and says hey to us. SO HOT. did i mention we love his style? damn those aussies. they dress well.

lastly, we spot peter fancinelli however you spell.. AND JENNY GARTH. and their family. it was so awkward cuz i tried to be stealth. but when i saw miss garth my mouth just dropped and sped walked to her and started talking about 90210. dont care about the husband at this point. love. HER. hahah no pic though. because its family time. it was rude enough that we spoke with them with their kids present. so we understand =)

end the day with drinks, funny convo, jumping pics, and more hot dogs. WHAT A GREAT DAY <3

when it was me.

my sleeping patterns are effed for life. seriously. so it was like 9pm and i was exhausted but madre said, "no dont sleep yet or else you wont sleep tonight!" so i was like hmms okay i'll watch tv with the sister. what happens? i fall asleep. i think i was out for a solid hour or so. anyways, it is now 1230am. and im not tired. CRAP.

im all out of dvds to watch. well thats a lie. i borrowed august rush from chad. but im not in the mood for something like that. i want cheesy chick flicks.. like 17 again!! hehehe!!

so the after party to the baby shower was yote.. obvs. but it was not yote. oh HELL NO IT WAS NOT. there were too many whilte people. and i said that out loud. a white guy looked at me and laughed. well it was truuuue!!! and so many sluts. sorry guys, but i am not 19 and do not enjoy the dry hump dance. back the fuck up. it was a different crowd. the music lacked soul. and more importantly.. there were lasers. green ones. i felt like i was at caprice. if i wanted to party in a place like that, i would have gone downtown. but no. i like my hole in the wall bar. but not when its filled with children. or maybe im just getting too old for the yote. oh! and to top it all off.. despite the abundance of Caucasians im the building i stil felt like i was in the Philippines. so. many. FOBS!!! where is the 1.5 generation at!! (refer to vancouver sun aritcle re: aritzia) either they were white. or they were full on bakit why filipinos. and im not trying to hate or anything but you know what im talking about. the ego inflated im the ishh boys who think that just by grinding up on you is somehow an invitation into your lady business. once again i repeat.. back. the. fuck. up. needless to say, yote failed. epic fail.

do not tell me kstew and rpattz are dating. i refuse to believe, damnit!! oh. on that note, my coworker, alyssa "vanessa hudgens" suzara wants me to take her hunting. i cant stop laughing about that. its awesome.

so i went to get my nails done. how typical it was run by nammers. and then when they were done i was looking at my new nails (which btw are so weird.. they make clicking noises. im not used to that!) and then the viet guy was like, "it look guuuuud right?" omg. i loved it. nammers make me smile.

you know what else makes me smile? old school beats. sigh. cant get enough of it. i am so proud to be a child raised in the 90s.

another day another dollar. work is still interesting.. for now. i have to keep my eyes open though for opportunity. cant walk around blind sighted anymore.

im in my moods again. this party girl is DONE. i want to watch movies and eat pizza, damnit!!

so she weighs a buck oh five. and i guess that shes alright.. if perfections what you like.