bleeding love.

sometimes, i really miss dancing.

eargasm.

i really couldnt finish the challenge i posted up months ago.. and i havent written in a really long time. life has been moving far too quickly for me.

in lieu of my absense.. a gift, friends. from me to you...

.. wtf. i cannot link this properly. BOO!!

click. and enjoy.

day nine.

day nine: someone you look up to

madre. hands down. probably one of the strongest people i know. she keeps it real. and she works hard for everyone. i would be SO LUCKY to become a woman like her. she gives you the world and expects nothing in return. love her. SO MUCH.

oh. and if youve ever met my mom.. you would also know that shes one scary bitch. which is AWESOME.

day eight.

day eight: if you could change anything about yourself what would it be?

theres a few things that i would like to change but i guess the one that stands out the most would have to be my self esteem. believe it or not, but i am a human doormat. a pushover, if you will. this lovely quality of mine has been mentioned by my close friends many a time. i need to be more confident. i need to wrap my head around the concept that yes.. i really AM that awesome.

.. id also like to change the way my body looks sometimes.. but lets be honest. thats vanity at its finest.

day seven.

day seven: choose song lyrics and explain why you chose them.

What you think about a girl like me?
Buy my own car and spend my own money
Only ring your celly when I'm feeling lonely
When it's all over please get up and leave

Please don't call me baby
Cause I'll call you
Don't mean to hurt you feelings, got a lot to do
Cause I'm am my number one priority
No falling in love, no commitment from me

All my independent women
Throw them hands up at me
And all my sexy women
Throw them hands up at me
All my money making women
Throw them hands up at me
All my baller women
Throw them hands up at me

If you feel it
Throw them hands up
Where them hands at?
If you feel it?
Where the ladies?
Where my homegirls?
Where my females?
Where all my women?

How you feel about a girl like this?
Try to control me, boy you'll get dismissed
Do what I want, live how I wanna live
Buy my own diamonds, and pay my own bills

Please don't call me baby
Cause I'll call you
Don't mean to hurt you feelings, got a lot to do
Cause I'm am my number one priority
No falling in love, no commitment from me

All my independent women
Throw them hands up at me
And all my sexy women
Throw them hands up at me
All my money making women
Throw them hands up at me
All my baller women
Throw them hands up at me

If you feel it
Throw them hands up
Where them hands at?
If you feel it?
Where the ladies?
Where my homegirls?
Where my females?
Where all my women?

How did you feel about this groove I wrote?
Hope you got the message ladies take control
Don't depend on no man to give you what you want
Keep that in mind next time you hear this song

If you're independent
I congratulate you
If you ain't in love
I congratulate you
Do them boys like they used to do you
If you pimp him
I congratulate you

All my independent women
Throw them hands up at me
And all my sexy women
Throw them hands up at me
All my money making women
Throw them hands up at me
All my baller women
Throw them hands up at me

If you feel it
Throw them hands up
Where them hands at?
If you feel it?
Where the ladies?
Where my homegirls?
Where my females?
Where all my women?

If I hurt your feelings boy
I'm sorry but I didn't mean to hurt you yeah
I thought you knew yeah
I got no time to fall in love with you

its pretty self explanatory. im independent.. have been for a while. i dont really depend on a lot of people because i have high expectations. and when theyre not met i get either disappointed, upset, or hurt. thats where im at right now.. ask me again in a year and who knows.. maybe the song lyrics i choose will be different =)