D.O.A

and so the vicious cycle starts up again...

- you dont like me but you think im "cute"
- you admit to being a liar and to have lied to me before
- you straight up told me to listen to my friends and stop talking to you
- you call me a "nice kid" in the most patronizing way possible
- im pretty sure you make fun of me with your friends (because apparently guy talk equates to being douchebags)
- youre proud to be an asshole
- youve said countless times that youre not going to change
- you only talk to me when its convenient for you (ie: walking home alone and drunk)

so wait. let me understand. after all this.. i am STILL here?! oh no. it cannot be. oh. BUT IT IS. i am embarrassed to say.. that i have become.. THAT GIRL.

just aint gonna work out.

current mood: lost

fave song atm: unthinkable - akeys and drake.

thoughts: i miss you. toronto in 20. where did you go. why. i thought you wanted us to be friends. october is my favorite month. where am i. im not sorry. you dont deserve my time. bills bills bills. respect is earned. otp. leave me alone. trust. drink some. i hate liars. never say never. can i forgive. time to start over. its getting colder at night. so tired. should we be friends. i dont think youre an asshole. i spend too much money. dismissed. what do i want.

POA: smile.

replacement girl.

"ted mosby, I'm going to teach you how to live..."- Barney, HIMYM

let me drop some knowledge on you:

once upon a time in a suburb far far away from vancouver there were a group of girls having an intellectual conversation about the male species....

J: *talking about the guy she is currently swooning over* hes so awesome.
M: boys suck
S: ya! theyre only good for two things
M: ya! *raises index finger in the air* sex and..
(silence)
M: .. and i dont know what the other one is.
(laughter)

.fin.

its britney, bitch.

i have been anticipating this day since the buzz was in the air during the summer: GLEE: BRITNEY SPEARS EPISODE.

i must say, that although it wasnt my fave episode thus far, it was a pretty solid effort.

the likes:
- "the only exception" cover
- britney DANCING (damn, Britney S. Pears can dance!)
- santana "yay"-ing. if you know me.. you would understand that i "yay" at least once a day.
- finn being loyal. like a dog.
- uncle jesse has arrived. ye yeaaa!!!

the dislikes:
- the actual britney cameo - WHY.
- bum sweat. was it that necessary to provide me with visual aid?
- the absence of puck's arms and mike jang's abs
- the "toxic" performance.

i understand that britney is either associated with POP ICON or TRAIN WRECK but to have the kids get into a "sex riot" over her songs was a bit much. what are you trying to tell me? that britney spears' PG13 lyrics make teenagers want to jump each others' bones? methinks not.

BRITNEY SPEARS: FRIEND OR FOE? YOU DECIDE.

my secret love.

my favorite book. its no literary classic or on oprah's favorite books list. but every time i read this book i get the butterflies."someone like you" by Sarah Dessen. props to jenn for the recommendation.. 10 years ago?! haha


They made a movie out of it with Mandy Moore called "How to Deal." EPIC. FAIL.


all i have to say: the jedi mind trick never fails. blehh!!