buttered popcorn and coke.

still unsure how i feel about harry potter movie. promised to blog. but still uncertain. kinda liked it. kinda disappointed. wished there were fight scenes but loved the subtle hints to a hermione and ron relationship (i love them!) it was most def a good lead up to what i hope will be a fantastic 7 and 8th movie.

i hate ginny weasley. even in the books. i find her character annoying. "ooh look im shy and i love my brothers bff." go away. your face irritates me. AND your hair is too strait. borderline asian straight. white people need bounce in their hair. its unnatural without. amen to hermione and her hair.. oh so full of body. props.

who is the better male counterpart? harry or ron?? i prefer a ron.

there needed to be more of that ryan phillape look a like character in the movie. i gasped a litte every time he was on the screen. so much pretty. too bad he had to play the fantastic asshole character. i hope he makes it big in the US. so i can see more. bow chica bow wowwwww.

luna lovegood is a crazy. i one day hope to have a friend that random. but would prefer if that friend dressed better.. and didnt wear creepy glasses. vanity at its finest.

thanks batch for being my date tonight! teehee.. and for not judging me when i almost.. ALMOST ate another slice of pizza. muwhahah

harry, hermione, and ron remind me of the quote unquote, "tripod." i miss them sometimes. i miss watching movies or tv together on the individual couches!! i miss guy talk!! le sigh.. but i'll never tell them that to their face. no need to get their inflated heads even more inflated.

would have been smart if new moon trailor was in the HP previews.. mind you, they dont need more publicity its gonna be intense for life come november.. but then again, they hit the same demographic. bad PR!!

on a completely unrelated harry potter reference, am currently obsessed with "you belong with me" - taylor swift she can do no wrong, i tell you. she wears high heels i wear sneakers

make it raiiiiiiiiiiiiin!!

dear saghi, you are one of the coolest chicks ive ever met. your style is my steelo. one day i hope to be juuuuuuuust like you... now lets go throw some dollah dollah bills y'all in the ayer and make it raiiiiiiiiiiiin!!!

current thought bubble: is it legit to be fired because of what your boss read/saw on facebook?!?! manager wants to start reading my blogs (because lets face it, im fucking hilarious) but am hesitant to link her because she may not like the shit i write about, especially about work. limited profile the peoples? well then why have her as a friend. this is my outlet. my blog is the shit bananas to me. its what i think without hesitations and YES some of the things i say are a bit unorthodox but hey. thats why blogs = my thoughts = very much uncensored, thank you. freedom of speech. its all i have. oh work. you can take away my evenings and weekends but so shall it be written so shall it be done you WILL NOT take away my blogging!!!!! hahahahahahdjfkjdkfa =)

the bp and our game. its a lifestyle really. a lifestyle that has thus coined us the nickname, "barstars." drink all day. play all night. good job, ladies. a fine weekend. welcome back, queen bee. your gretchen weiner has most certainly missed your crazy antics.

am currently txting while blogging. a faux pas. no one is allowed to interrupt my thought process. have already hung up on two phone calls. must FOCUS!!!!


HARRY POTTER TOMORROW. HARRY POTTER TOMORROW. HARRY POTTER IN T MINUS 25HRS. so excited. something about the british. something about accents really. and HELLO freddie stroma. my new crush. rpattz WHO? i kid i kid no one can replace him. but seriously. a fresh face who kind of reminds me of ryan philippe. OHHHHHHHHHH MAN. i heart celebrities. i heart eye candy. we all know im a sucker for pretty faces. its almost a complex i have. insert giddy school girl laughter. i dont care what you think. you tell me that this picture does not make you smile. even a little bit!!

which reminds me, zac effron is in vancouver filming a movie. must find him. WILL find him. im determined. my energy will be used to not only find josh jackson but zac effron too now!! ive got my work cut out for me. once again i ask the powers that be (that being youuuuuuu!!) to HELP ME FIND THEM!!!!!!!!!!! insider information please. holla at yo giiiiiirl.

for now, hp > twilight.

saw my cousins house for the first time this weekend. its a block away from english bay. needless to say i will be crashing on that couch time and time again.. HUZZAH!! i kid i kid.. but seriously. his place is totally boss.

would very much appreciate a cupcake from cupcakes right now. or tomorrow.. or maybe thursday. already planning my day off. naturally it includes me sleeping. and obviously if weather permits, it will be near a body of water of some sort. so excited.

you know what else im excited for? friday. why? because its shine. oh shine. we love shine. the music. the people. the alcohol. oh the drink. they make them with love. SO LOVING i tell you. one DLI and a red dragon and im good to go. gladiators and a dress. eff my life to themed parties.

i am a sucker for cheap teenage pop culture. they have no lyrical or educational merit. its candy for my brain. and i have a mad hardcore sweet tooth. OOH MAN that was lame. but seriously.. must find the US weekly with rpattz on it. 7 posters!! SEVEN!!! sweet jeebus how old am i????!!!

anne ate my lunch for tomorrow today. why? i dont know. she likes to think that whatever is on the counter is fair game. its funny to her. its kinda funny to me. watch yourself, anak, because one of these days i WILL throw a tna classic fit sweatfleece XL in citronella at you. yeaaaaaaaaa sucka.

negativity and sarcasm. my two new best friends.

birthday sex.

happy birthday to the sis and anne nacauili!!!

so this is what i figure. i should continue to write my fb blogs and just copy and paste to my blogspot blogs. make sense? back by populaire demand insert the useless rants of me. on facebook. for your reading pleasure. what is the point of a blog if 1) no one reads them and 2) no one comments on them. then its just pointless shit out in the internet universe. and im worth reading. ahahahhahha!!

am currently feeling that "hush hush" song by PCD. must admit, their doll domination cd is pretty boss.

sleeping all day is great. it was a gradual progression from bed - park - couch. haha

watched more sex and the city. i can understand why most women relate to this show. it reveals all dynamics of the female mind wrapped up in bubble gum plastic. which character can you best relate to?

OH MAN. slurpees are freaking DElicious. had my first one of the summer today and i must say. so divine. so freaking divine. and theyre so cheap!! i used to think they were expensive.. theyre $1.36 roughly. mind you, i was an unemployed brat when thought this.. oh life.

so ive been trying to cut back on the juice. and by juice i mean alcohol. it came as a huge surprise at a bbq earlier this evening. everyone had a different version of SHOCKED on their face. is it such a surprise?? hmmm.. i really am the drunk bride. either way, i succumbed to the peer pressure and drank some wine. and then i got kinda drunk. and then i had to stop drinking cuz i was going to be really drunk had i finished that glass. now i just have a very unpleasant headache. damn you, wine. damn you.

on that note, wine drunk is far different from hard liquor drunk. i feel more enlightened when i drink wine. from a glass, no less.

i am not looking forward to a work infested weekend. especially when the weather is supposed to be 25 plus. its times like these when i wish i had my weekends. or at least two consecutive days off!!!! rage anger rage.

'NO TMZ, okayyyyyyy??' pure genious.

by your side.

no one said that life would be easy. no one said that getting what you deserved would be a walk in the park. if i had a penny for every time i heard someone say, "life sucks" i would be a bajillionaire. ya.. BAJILLionaire.

we live in a very tough world and sometimes we forget that despite all the bad, IT COULD BE WORSE. for instance, im currently bitching and complaining about how my current occupation is nothing short of an embarrassment considering i have a degree. i complain about how its taking them 4839843 years to promote me to a position that we've discussed months and months ago. why is it taking ten years past forever? idk either. but im still going to work towards it. its discouraging and sometimes i do want to give up but i wont. as i said before, no one said life was easy. besides, it could be worse: i could have no job. i could be a worker who isnt even being considered for any type of position or promotion. ergo.. THERE IS A BRIGHT SIDE TO EVERYTHING.

"damned if you do damned if you dont." a friend mentioned that to me earlier today and i must say that it got me thinking. its hard to participate in something when knowing the outcome will always "damn" you. whats his solution? just dont do anything. and i guess after all the negative reinforcement that hes received while trying to do right would bring forth that type of attitude BUUUUT!! sometimes i wonder.. wouldnt you rather be the person that kept on giving because its the right thing to do than be the person who quit because life got too hard?!?!

so whats the moral of the story? coach whitey from oth said it best, "So don't be afraid to make mistakes, to stumble and fall, cause most of the time, the greatest rewards come from doing the things that scare you the most. Maybe you'll get everything you wish for. Maybe you'll get more than you ever could have imagined. Who knows where life will take you. The road is long and in the end, the journey is the destination."

on that note, congrats robert, to your new baby girl!!! cant wait to meet her. i hear shes beautiful =)

untouched.

ive always been a guys girl. you know. the girl thats one of the guys. thats code for, the girl that never cared how she looked. and sometimes i love it. but as of lately ive just enjoyed being a girl! hehe! i actually think about what im going to wear. i paint my nails. and i take extra care of my skin!! its brilliant. right now my bathroom smells like a freaking day spa thanks to the various cleansing products i just used!! hehe now i understand why girls take an hour in the washroom. no lie, my skin is softer than a baby's bottom.

am i a doormat for people who intimidate me. yes. i am afraid of people. not a lot of people. oh but there are people i fear. fear of them judging me (which is funny considering im usually the one doing all the judging!) i stumble on my words. i laugh out of nervousness. hmms.. old habits die hard.

there are these girls that shop at my store on the regular. i call them the trio. they all look the same: long and lean, sleek hair, tight jeans, and decked out as if theyre going to the clubs. ya. you know those girls.. THOSE girls. they make me laugh. although i really cant say theyre terrible people. i dont know them. for all i know they could have a PhD in molecular biology... or theyre high school graduates who live off their drug dealer boyfriends. moral of the story, they are pretty girls. but they are not special. in our younger years we try to fit in and wear what everyone else is wearing. well, over time ive learned that different is good. DIFFERENT is special.

i hate day two. ladies, you know whats up.

oh, happy canada day. sadly i had to work. missed out on all the fun in downtown vancouver. heard there were parades. heard there was a lot of weed passed around too. i kinda wished i got off my lazy ass and watched the fireworks. then again, celebration of lights is less than a month away. seen one fireworks show - seen them all.

its been decided that i need a new cell phone. i dropped mine again when i got out of my car. and by car i mean truck. and by drop i mean a very far distance. i jump when i have to enter my vehicle. sad, but true.

i seem to have forgot that i have unopened bills on my desk. my bills need to be paid by friday. damn. imagine how id do with a mortgage. FUCK LIFE. ive forgotten to pay once again for my MSP. someone really needs to remind me...