17 again.

i did not like zac efron. i loved highschool musical.. but i did not like him. he looked like a girl. he couldnt act. his hair bounced more than mine. to me.. he was not a man. he was a freak of nature!! OH BUT THEN I WATCHED 17AGAIN. and let me tell you.. that what i thought about this "teen heart throb" in the past is soooo out the door because let me tell you.. that that boy.. can wear his plaid shirts well. AHAHHAHA like shiiet buddy he is one good looking boy. i dont even care that hes prettier than me.. he is HOT. edward cullen WHO? (just kidding!! hahah!) oh ya, the movie was pretty dope as well. surprisingly.

benefits DENIED. how sad am i that i cant even go to the dentist for the next little while.

a customer dropped 500 bucks with me as if it was nothing. she then told me she got $1200 from the government. this is amazing because we are BOTH not students are just working fulltime yet somehow she got over a G and i had to pay 200 bucks!! ohh life. it really knows where to kick you.

ride or you die bitches. those are the people that matter. i gots mine do you gots yours?? think of it this way: theyre the people that will yell at someone in your defense. theyre the people that dont give a whowhaaat about your antics. theyre the people you can call up randomly and ask to do nothing and they WILL say yes because they know at the end of the night, it will be a good story. but most importantly, theyre the people that are there for you any hour, any time, no questions asked.. until they get there. bwahahah ive known this for years and it became more apparent when we threw a douchebag off the stage all because he gave roho a compliment. DONT. TOUCH. US. OR. WE'LL. PUNCH. YOU.

my shit is bejeweled. WITH RHINESTONES. ed hardy eat your heart out. bwhahaha

im waiting patiently for my 90210 season 3 and 4 box sets go on sale. and then imma pounce. like a tigre. dylan mckay where aaaaaaaare you!!

dilemma.

SO. i still want vacation. lots of vacation. BUT i want to go to europe next year. for a solid month. that will take up a lot of cash money no???

BUT i feel that i can allow one.. maybe two.. vacations this summer excluding the SF trip at the end of may. now the question is as ive always asked.. WHERE DO I GO.
- nacauili wants to go to vegas in july but im going already in sept
- i really miss the LA and noho area. sighhh..
- montreal and nyc were good to me last year.. and i would lovelovelove to go back to mtl just to party one more time on st catherines.. and l'opera on a sunday night hehe
- calgary for stampede has always been something fun to do plus id get to see my explore friends..
- chitown cuz i didnt really get the FULL experience.

.. suggest! suggest! suggest!! and if you want to come. HOLLA!!

orange juice is deliicous.

seriously tropicana oj is the shiet. sans pulp of course. but a little bit of pulp never hurt nobody! hehe

met taylor lautner this weekend while looking for an establishment that will serve me alcoholic beverages. no big deal or anything.. just like im not a crazy twilight fan. OHMYGODIMSOFREAKINGHAPPYITSRIDICULOUS.

its the end of the month = bills to pay = i remember once again that i need to save money and not spend it. what were the big purchases this month?? the dentist and QUESTCREW TICKETS, yayerssssssss!! so excited to see my love, d-trix.

watched wolverine on friday and i must say that it was pretty awesome. hugh jackmen's ass meets ryan renolyds abs. ahhh shiet. oh. the storyline was pretty good also. bwahahah!!

its so funny how men can look at women as pieces of meat and no one thinks anything of it BUT when a woman looks at a guy like that she loses lady points. i say eat this : After Centuries of men looking at my tits instead of my eyes and pinching my butt instead of shaking my hand, I think I have the right to stare at their asses with cheap, crude appreciation. amen.

a lot of people tell me in crazy and weird and psycho for actually enjoying the hunt for the twilight cast. and i must admit that it does seem a bit weird. but the funny thing is, is that there are people who actually WANT to do this with me outside my own social circle. its kinda cute. whats NOT cute is a twilight fanatic meet and greet. now that is just plain fuckedup.

a friend asked if "hunting" is related to me being unhappy with my life. thought about it some more.. and its not. ive just found a new hobby that doesnt consist of a dvd box set or an alcoholic beverage. i have an addictive personality. if i like something or someone it will be pretty obvious because i cant shut up about it. for the next few weeks.. its this =)

i need to gym. its gonna happen. im just waiting for a moment to strike. BWAHAHAHAHH sadness.

the rain can suck it.

was this good enough, zf? teeheehee. ps - cinqo de mayo tomorrow at celebs, holla at yo giiiiiiiiiiirl!!

jai ho!!

thanks pb for the song send. muwahahah its NOT on the cd? wait what? doll domination? oh shit you like it too? insert less man points now.

so i want to make a picnic basket. with sandwiches and potato salad. and juice boxes. and possibly some gummie bears. and maybe i'll throw in some spinach dip for kicks. the problem is 1) theres no one to eat that shit with and 2) i dont have a freaking day off until next week. so i guess my picnic will have to be.. at night?? hahaha

also, i want to have a bbq. friendsters want a bbq? i am offering the household provided that we dont repeat a last year with the po knocking on my door. thanks guys!

i only need to meet rpattz and i can quit this hunt for at least a solid month or something. its freaking draining, yo. but i am super happy that my friends are willing to go with me on the hunt!! from the random dinners to the stalking of the hotels to the driving across into the boonies hehehe and arent you glad you went, michelle? you saw the hotness that was taycob. bow chicka bow wowwwww

AMEN to warm weather. summer i see you coming near and oh man. i am SO READY. last year was a bust. i mean, i had one of the best summers of my life in mtl but seriously.. it was COLD THURR. not enough sunlight. i need my tan sans cancer box

i am sad to report that my oth season 3 disc 5 doesnt work anymore. THIS IS SO UPSETTING!!! it only has one of the best episodes on it (that being, the jimmy edwards shoots tree hill high episode)

speaking of tv.. i missed gossip girl. and heroes!! i mean, it was totally worth it.. it just sucks. thank goodness for the internet. seriously. what would i do without you.

it slides in. it slides out. MUWAHAHHA. i want that phone. i am going to GET that phone. i just need help getting a better plan. i suck at confrontation, for realskies.

i really really REALLY want another vacation to the list. possibly in july. possibly montreal and nyc again?? i really kinda just wanna go back to chi town... i wonder if its possible to do that too?? 10 day vacation is what im allowing myself for the month of july. i am open for suggestions. bwahahha

oooh oooh the american dream ooh ooh do you know what i mean..

im not sure how i feel about my new hair cut still. i like it sometimes.. and other times, i think it looks like a mop. HO HUMMM...

OH! i also want ice cream. and perhaps some sushi town. AHEMAHEM core ladies, make it happen.

ps - if you were at yote on saturday and witnessed the drunkness that was moi.. i do apologize. never again.. or well.. until QUEST, BABYYY!!!!

thats all. its time to make due of the rest of my "weekend." 5 days of wrk here i come... =(

after months of searching..

i am one freaking happy camper. went to the 100 monkeys concert the other night. i never wait for anything but THIS CONCERT i waited outside. in the cold. FOR THREE HOURS. ya. im that crazy. but it was all worth it! the band was actually really good.. and extremely good looking. AHAHHAHA!!! i fell in love with the bass player. ooh oww owww!! good music with good company. that was the name of the game. and then... we have.. THIS:



MET MY NUMBER TWO!!! yayy!! who is slowly becoming my number one because he can 1) sing 2) play multiple instruments 3) has a really hot accent 4) is super polite - he stood out there forever to meet his fans (awww!!)

anyways, that is all. life is good right now... aside from the fact im still contemplating what my next step in job is to be.. HMMM.. thoughts??

food for thought: The important thing is not to be bitter over life's disappointments. Learn to let go of the past. And recognize that every day won't be sunny, and when you find yourself lost in the darkness and despair remember it's only in the black of night you see the stars. And those stars will lead you back home. So don't be afraid to make mistakes, or stumble and fall, cause most of the time the greatest rewards come from doing the things that scare you the most. Maybe you'll get everything you wish for. Maybe you'll get more than you ever could have imagined. Who knows where life will take you. The road is long and in the end, the journey is the destination