day three.

day three: if you could have one wish what would it be?

as vain as it may be i wish i could just snap my fingers and BAM lose 25 pounds. trying to avoid eating delicious food and exercise is just ridiculous.

.. mark my words.. i will drop those damn pounds by the end of summer if its the last thing i do, damnit!!

day two.

day two: explain your current relationship status.

in the words of one of my fave mya songs, "im free. single, sexy, and sweet. making my own money. looking for the right party"

im single. and im not looking. not to pour my heart out but ive been through enough drama for one girl. and im pretty tired of it. not to say that im not keeping my eyes open. because i am. i AM still that hopeless romantic. im just saying that i no longer am willing to invest time with insignificant people. im just saying that id rather focus on more important things right now.. like a job.

day one.

day one: introduce yourself.

im a twentysomething year old white washed asian girl thats under five feet tall. i consider myself smart and i like to think im funny.. that or really awkward.

i have the age mentality of a sixteen year old girl. i have an addiction for teen pop culture. justin bieber? twilight? yea...

i have one younger sister. and yes. she is taller than me.

my two favorite words are pudding and serendipity. pudding is hilarious to say out loud and i believe in serendipity.

i love all types of music but most especially the ones from the old school r&b era.

ive had asthma since i was 13. i embrace this. some people think its weird and kind of nerdy. i guess thats what they teach us in the movies.

im addicted to chick flicks. old and new. my favorite one would have to be "shes all that." it was FPJ at his prime. hells to the yes.

i sell clothes to people. and i dress them in outfits that they normally wouldnt think up themselves. its kind of ironic because i cant seem to dress myself. classic leggings and oversized white tee. thats whats up.

im a god mother. and my niece is an angel. a damn cute one.

i dont trust people easily. its probably because ive learned people cant be trusted. i guess in some ways you can say im a bit of a cynic.

i like things that come in small packages or "sets." especially if they come in threes or fives. i dont know why but it catches my eyes always. and for some reason will always buy in bluk when i see a sign that says something like, "buy 3 for 5.99. reg 2.99/ea"

i may say i hate love. but lets be real.. im a hopeless romantic just like the rest of the sixteen year old girls.

yup! thats marzperez in a nutshell =)

game on.

almost doesnt count.

so ive been crying. all the time. out of the blue. its so. freaking. ANNOYING. tried to figure it out. obviously i couldnt. so i asked an old friend what is up.

shes so wise. sometimes i refuse to admit it to myself that im not okay. that im "better off" without some people. that i should be happy because im moving on. all signs point to yes. this is a good thing for me. but lets get one things straight: its not easy.

im working overtime to forget about my past decisions and although i regret none of them, i cant help but wish a little that things went differently. to make myself feel better i sometimes say, "hey marzperez! you almost had it." well, as the song goes.. almost doesnt count.