hell hath no fury like a woman scorned.

oh the lovers squabble. how much we love to watch. its almost a guilty pleasure of mine tbh. its kinda sick how i enjoy watching people suffer through verbal abuse.

saw one go down last night. its blog worthy. i will neither deny nor confirm that i dislike the person being verbally abused.

it happened so quickly. and in public. in front of all his friends. embarrassing, non? i am dying of laughter as i write this fyi.

"YOU FUCKING ASSHOLE" - direct quote.

im not sure which ones worse: being publicly humiliated amongst your peers OR involving yourself with a crazy bitch (who btw is my hero).

the way i see it #5946:
karma is your bitch so bend over and take it like one.

fallen.

i can be this creepy.. for real. haaaaaah!

almost.

so we complain and we get sad and we think life sucks without you. we blame ourselves and look back on memories to figure out "where it all went wrong." we try so hard to find the "signs" of when WE messed up. we go crazy and lose sleep over these things. we put all the power in the guys hands by putting him up on a pedestal when we do any of these things. we make ourselves feel worthless.


the way i see it #6749:

we have the power. at the end of the day, when push comes to shove, we are the ones who have the final say. because if you think about it, who gets to say YES or NO when getting proposed to? #riddlemethis

baby.

[02.19.11] a day of surprises...

midnight. friends house. surprised with cake. i cried.
evening. kingston bar. surprise party. insert confusion.

... how did i get to be so lucky?!

smile.

When you first left me
I was wanting more
But you were kissing that girl next door
What'cha do that for?
What'cha do that for?

When you first left me
I didnt know what to say
I've never been on my own that way
Just sat by myself all day

I was so lost back then
But with a little help from my friends
I found the light in the tunnel at the end

Now you're calling me up on the phone
So you can have a little whine and a moan
And it's only because you are feeling alone

At first when I see you cry
It makes me smile
Yeah it makes me smile

At worst I feel bad for a while
But then I just smile
I go ahead and smile

Whenever you see me
You say that you want me back
(Want me back)
And I tell you it don't mean jack
(It don't mean jack)
No it don't mean jack
(No it don't mean jack)

I couldn't stop laughing
No I just couldn't help myself
See you messed up my mental health
I was quite unwell