superhuman.

i miss my friends. all of them.

i want my ear piercings to quit being such a batch of ugly and finally be cool.

it would be nice to have my tattoo before NYE.

team awesome is BACK IN ACTION...
M: so i cant party for the next few weekends. i have school.
J: wait. what? but D is leaving lamplighter.
M: oh no!
J: we need to get as much lamp as we can!!
M: youre right! ok lets party.
... sometimes, i really am that easy.

this has been an ongoing discussion with two different people. open up for debate: the act of giving: genuine? or are we expecting something in return?

but lets be real. for the next month... in THEORY.. i need to hermit it up. studz with budz? yes. it is a MUST of the MSNs.

korean body wave? methinks yes. my hair needs more BOUNCE

sometimes, i just want to punch people in the face. today was one of what i feel will be string of angry days.

starbucks is promoting xmas far too early. we JUST finished hween. give me 2wks. i still have candy that needs to be eaten!!

i need a reason to wear my kenya. SOMEONE GIVE ME A REASON TO WEAR MY KENYA, DAMNIT!!!!

case of the ex. oh geez. that was a deal breaker FOR SURE.

attn harry potter fans: i would like to invite someone.. anyone really.. to go to seattle for the HP exhibit. YES i am a geek and YES i am proud of it. hey, at least i didnt go to twicon?!! (although i was tempted...)

PostScript: THEY ARE BACK. and joseph gorden levitt is in town. clearly we all know what this means: hunting season, wheeeeeeeeeee =)=)=)

cry me a river.

sometimes imu...

ive purposely added more things to my plate to ensure that i dont have a quiet moment by myself to THINK. and it worked for a little bit. except today. i dont know why today was different but it was. for the first time in maybe two weeks i didnt want to punch myself for letting you get under my skin. for the first time in two weeks i was sad that we arent friends.

... just sayin. nbd or anything.

The Roof.

ser·en·dip·i·ty

– noun

1. an aptitude for making desirable discoveries by accident.

2. good fortune

— n

the faculty of making fortunate discoveries by accident

serendipity

1754 (but rare before 20c.), coined by Horace Walpole (1717-92) in a letter to Mann (dated Jan. 28); he said he formed it from the Persian fairy tale "The Three Princes of Serendip," whose heroes "were always making discoveries, by accidents and sagacity, of things they were not in quest of." The name is from Serendip, an old name for Ceylon (modern Sri Lanka), from Arabic Sarandib, from Skt. Simhaladvipa "Dwelling-Place-of-Lions Island." Serendipitous formed c.1950.

... soon to be INKED. whatupppp!!!!

lose my breath.

independent women, whatupppp!!!



this is officially my feel good song of the week.

D.O.A

and so the vicious cycle starts up again...

- you dont like me but you think im "cute"
- you admit to being a liar and to have lied to me before
- you straight up told me to listen to my friends and stop talking to you
- you call me a "nice kid" in the most patronizing way possible
- im pretty sure you make fun of me with your friends (because apparently guy talk equates to being douchebags)
- youre proud to be an asshole
- youve said countless times that youre not going to change
- you only talk to me when its convenient for you (ie: walking home alone and drunk)

so wait. let me understand. after all this.. i am STILL here?! oh no. it cannot be. oh. BUT IT IS. i am embarrassed to say.. that i have become.. THAT GIRL.