lesson learned.

scenario: at a friends house with her dogs on the couch. the dog wants to play with something on the floor. but the way hes positioned he will fall if he tries to get the item. we tell the dog to stop. dog doesnt listen and tries to get the object. dog falls.

.. girls are like dogs. no matter how many times we're told to stop our foolish behaviour, chances are.. we're still gonna do it. and we're gonna fall. and fall. and FALL AGAIN.

BUT.

at some point. when we've fallen enough, it'll click in our heads like a light bulb. HALLELUJAH. we learned.

end scene.

the writing's on the wall.

1) Thou shall not hate.
2) Thou shall pay bills.
3) Thou shall confess.
4) Thou shall not bug.
5) Thou shall not give in to temptation.
6) Thou shall not think you got it like that.
7) Thou shall not leave me wondering.
8) Thou shall know when he's got to go.
9) Thou shall move on to the next.

10) Thou shall get your party on.
11) Thou shall say my name.
12) Thou shall know she can't love you.
13) If thou can wait, then thou shall stay.
14) Thou shall cherish life.

freeze.

umm LE FUCK?!

rage. TAKE IT. AND GO.
i need to peace it, vancouver. you are being one hell of a female dog to me these days.
i want to go somewhere where i can just chill with my homies and forget about work, drama, and futures.
i would do just about anything to go back to this time last year when i couldnt be bothered with anyone who would boggle my mind so much.

.. im craving a slurpee from petrocan =)

halo.

im only human and thats my saving grace =)

girls make mistakes. we're entitled to do so. but WHY do we insist on making the same mistake multiple times. gahh. i complain about everything and anything that's in my head and yet i still refuse to do something about it. WHY.

thank you, said person, for not only proving me wrong but proving EVERYONE ELSE right.

differences.

"If she's amazing, she won't be easy. If she's easy, she wont be amazing. If she's worth it, you won't give up. If you give up, you're not worthy."

i find it absolutely hilarious when guys pick and choose to run for the hos in this town. its kind of like.. why have coke when i can have presidents choice cola? i mean.. coke is an all around good brand. it is well established and is credible. coke is "the real thing." but.. president's choice is just as good right? i mean. they taste the same. they provide the same service in the sense that theyre both fizzy and delightful drinks. so what's the difference? oh. right. president's choice is CHEAP. and at the end of the day.. you get what you pay for.

.. and people wonder why i'm such a brand whore.