MY EMO POST FOR THE MONTH, YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. everyones been so emo these days. might as well join in on the 'fun'
heres a new one: what if you miss someone. but you shouldnt. because those people have caused so much hurt to not only yourself but to those around you. its hard. because you establish what would have been one of the greatest friendships (one that is almost tear worthy let me tell you).. and then.. shit happens. and then time passes you by. and all the memories that were shared were nothing but pictures in your mind. and then you hear the song. the song that always reminds you of that dear friend. oh crap. now for the rest of the concert you start to think, "aww.. back in the day.." you stare into the crowd. and then you think you see him. no. not possible. and then, the fates throw you a curve ball and put the two of you in the same doorway to a pizza place twenty minutes away from the concert venue. FUNNY THAT. hmmms now what? nothing. you walk away from the friend who knew you best. meanwhile your head is screaming to stop but your body is telling you to take that pizza TO GO. you clearly have no control of your motor skills at this point. why the confusion. it should be black and white. they fuck up and make you cry and make you question your beliefs so you cut the friendship. you cut off all ties. it should be black and white. it was for a while. and now, its all so grey.
.. ALMOST bffs.
Thursday, August 6, 2009
Tuesday, August 4, 2009
thats what friends are for.
sometimes it takes a kick in the ass to remind us that there are people who matter and there are people who care. i am always checking to make sure that i surround myself with positive people. bakit why? parce que im a crazy person.. who needs constant reassurance that im actually not that crazy. went crazy for a bit due to.. stupid shit. but im back! and i couldnt have done it without the cool kids. i choose to be around these people because i know that when im down, they will be there to pick up my pieces. is that a selfish thought? methinks not because lord knows i will return the favor in full . theres no time for fake. i hate fake. and i refuse to waste my time on useless individuals. to the friendsters, i thank you =)
this weekend was full of.. alcohol. lots of consumption. as per usual. yote saturday = what the fuck was going on. what a gongshow. goodtimes!! shine sunday = i got spat on. its okay though because maybe i was in your way!! hahaha oh michelle. clearly im making up for not drinking on the three day weekend. hit the bottle hard. twas a great weekend.
drunk texting is actually kinda fun. i forgot how much i loved doing that. be prepared, people. youre bound to get one soon enough. sam lopez, you are my first.
brown sugar = AWESOME MOVIE. had a convo with christy before watching. i asked what it was about. she replied "my life." ohh lord. but it has soo many hip hop references that i guess i could sort of understand.. sure. why not. hahah i wish i had a male bff since i was 10 and ended up marrying him! that would be too perfect. (flashback to years back.. never date your bff. it ends badly. i take it all back) key quotes include "when did you fall in love with hip hop" and "youre a perfect verse over a tight beat"
hehe we all know i love my teenage drama series. we all know im a sucker for chick flicks. am going to watch ANOTHER cinderella story soon. thanks nguyen family. you rock my socks.
THE FRAY IS ON WEDNESDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and ive yet to DL their entire new album. shit. and thats my day of errands. 1) costco 2) gsm outfit shopping 3) find my starlets.
THEYRE BACk. THEYRE BAAAAAAAAACK. ive been waiting what is it now? two months? for them to come back. oh lord. welcome back my crazy. the hunt is SO ON!! you know what im talking about. and if you dont.. then you clearly dont know what im all about.
reunion date. i could almost cry about that. hahaha it was a blast. NO GLOWBAL? CLOSED ON AUG3RD?! WHAT THE FUCk. life is over. kidding! went to cactus instead. pretty delicious. and then they took me to WHITE ROCK. ive never been to white rock. and i must say, that i fell in love with white rock. its so pretty!! so cute!! i would hang out there on the regular if only parking were free. 2 bucks an hr. eff that noise. sooo wait. i love how we dubb silly titles to each other: sam was dubbed the smart one. she knows the difference between circumfrance and radius. linda is the dumb one. but shes really not dumb, just slow. (haha i mean that in the most loving way possible) im the funny one. because lets face it, im hilairous no matter what. BUT WHAT IS LISA NGUYEN!? riddle me this.
MSTKRFT. DEADMAU5. JASON MRAZ. JAGGED EDGE. WHOS WITH ME!!!!!!!!!!!!
back to reality. sorta. kinda. not really. oh life. you never cease to fail me.
this weekend was full of.. alcohol. lots of consumption. as per usual. yote saturday = what the fuck was going on. what a gongshow. goodtimes!! shine sunday = i got spat on. its okay though because maybe i was in your way!! hahaha oh michelle. clearly im making up for not drinking on the three day weekend. hit the bottle hard. twas a great weekend.
drunk texting is actually kinda fun. i forgot how much i loved doing that. be prepared, people. youre bound to get one soon enough. sam lopez, you are my first.
brown sugar = AWESOME MOVIE. had a convo with christy before watching. i asked what it was about. she replied "my life." ohh lord. but it has soo many hip hop references that i guess i could sort of understand.. sure. why not. hahah i wish i had a male bff since i was 10 and ended up marrying him! that would be too perfect. (flashback to years back.. never date your bff. it ends badly. i take it all back) key quotes include "when did you fall in love with hip hop" and "youre a perfect verse over a tight beat"
hehe we all know i love my teenage drama series. we all know im a sucker for chick flicks. am going to watch ANOTHER cinderella story soon. thanks nguyen family. you rock my socks.
THE FRAY IS ON WEDNESDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and ive yet to DL their entire new album. shit. and thats my day of errands. 1) costco 2) gsm outfit shopping 3) find my starlets.
THEYRE BACk. THEYRE BAAAAAAAAACK. ive been waiting what is it now? two months? for them to come back. oh lord. welcome back my crazy. the hunt is SO ON!! you know what im talking about. and if you dont.. then you clearly dont know what im all about.
reunion date. i could almost cry about that. hahaha it was a blast. NO GLOWBAL? CLOSED ON AUG3RD?! WHAT THE FUCk. life is over. kidding! went to cactus instead. pretty delicious. and then they took me to WHITE ROCK. ive never been to white rock. and i must say, that i fell in love with white rock. its so pretty!! so cute!! i would hang out there on the regular if only parking were free. 2 bucks an hr. eff that noise. sooo wait. i love how we dubb silly titles to each other: sam was dubbed the smart one. she knows the difference between circumfrance and radius. linda is the dumb one. but shes really not dumb, just slow. (haha i mean that in the most loving way possible) im the funny one. because lets face it, im hilairous no matter what. BUT WHAT IS LISA NGUYEN!? riddle me this.
MSTKRFT. DEADMAU5. JASON MRAZ. JAGGED EDGE. WHOS WITH ME!!!!!!!!!!!!
back to reality. sorta. kinda. not really. oh life. you never cease to fail me.
Thursday, July 30, 2009
guns dont kill people..
.... lasers do. bwahahahah!! major laser cd. music educate THAT!!
i watched knocked up. started to cry. and then i laughed really hard at myself. im an idiot.
the malls are busy. even at 845pm on a wednesday night. what the deuce is that? anything to avoid this heat wave we're experiencing i guess. but i must say, that it makes me mad. because then little fuckers walk around in my store. touching things. unfolding sweatfleece. AND BUYING NOTHING. makes me mad. more so because i have to clean up their dirty trail of clothing. my shits expensive, NO TOUCHY.
i hope to catch the last fireworks show.. but at the same time, i dont care nearly as much as i did a few weeks back. funny that.
toby comes back in 11 days! toby comes back in 11 days!! yayyyyyyy!!! no. im not excited. not at all.
we hate kstew. she acts like a junkie going through withdrawl. we love taylor. hes so perfect. maria.. hes17hes17hes17... DAMNIT!!!
if taylor swift ever came to vancouver, i would totally go to her concert. sans hesitation.
OH! so lmfao concert = pretty badass. aside from the fact that i was absolutely trashed, the music was good!! so party time!! hahaha crazy mad orgy-esque vip table. bunch of oldie hawns and 45yr old male 'bachelors.' with their 400 dollah champaigne. and the c--t skirts. close your legs i can see your vag. ohhh and the whores. i clearly wasnt skank enough for the lmfao concert. i didnt know one of the requirements to enter the building was to wear no clothes. a girl showed up in her bikini. it was leopard print. and she had lioness hair. WHAT THE FUCK.
thanks famjam for the goodtimes!! hehehe next up? YOTEEEEEE!!!
its long weekend. its payday on friday. what a dangerous combo. i dont know what to do with myself.
i watched knocked up. started to cry. and then i laughed really hard at myself. im an idiot.
the malls are busy. even at 845pm on a wednesday night. what the deuce is that? anything to avoid this heat wave we're experiencing i guess. but i must say, that it makes me mad. because then little fuckers walk around in my store. touching things. unfolding sweatfleece. AND BUYING NOTHING. makes me mad. more so because i have to clean up their dirty trail of clothing. my shits expensive, NO TOUCHY.
i hope to catch the last fireworks show.. but at the same time, i dont care nearly as much as i did a few weeks back. funny that.
toby comes back in 11 days! toby comes back in 11 days!! yayyyyyyy!!! no. im not excited. not at all.
we hate kstew. she acts like a junkie going through withdrawl. we love taylor. hes so perfect. maria.. hes17hes17hes17... DAMNIT!!!
if taylor swift ever came to vancouver, i would totally go to her concert. sans hesitation.
OH! so lmfao concert = pretty badass. aside from the fact that i was absolutely trashed, the music was good!! so party time!! hahaha crazy mad orgy-esque vip table. bunch of oldie hawns and 45yr old male 'bachelors.' with their 400 dollah champaigne. and the c--t skirts. close your legs i can see your vag. ohhh and the whores. i clearly wasnt skank enough for the lmfao concert. i didnt know one of the requirements to enter the building was to wear no clothes. a girl showed up in her bikini. it was leopard print. and she had lioness hair. WHAT THE FUCK.
thanks famjam for the goodtimes!! hehehe next up? YOTEEEEEE!!!
its long weekend. its payday on friday. what a dangerous combo. i dont know what to do with myself.
Monday, July 27, 2009
drink all day. play all night.
LMFAO TOMORROW!!! gonna be siiiick!! hahah too bad i am not very familiar with their songs. whatever. party with the famjam, wheeeeeeee!!
am still looking for someone to watch jason mraz with. inquire within.
update: rehearsals start next week. but that does that mean theyre in vancouver next week?? where are my sources!! PEOPLE I NEED YOU MORE THAN EVER!!!!!!!! must. find. rpattz!!
had a convo with xian. why do people cheat? why oh god why are people so selfish? sometimes i wonder why people do what they do.
its. too. HOT OUTSIDE!!! sleeping in the basement. not cold enough. drinking too much water and ultimately having to go pee all the time. this is ridiculous the amount of times i have to get my ass out of bed to urinate. gahhhd!!
baby shower baby shower baby shower!!!!!!!!!!! im so excited. it will be the MOTHER of all baby showers. like the dreams says, 'these bitches aint got shit on mee'.. and when i say 'me' i really mean HER.
three day weekend OVER. must admit. got bored on the third day. thankfully, i have you suckas to entertain me. thanks for the dins!!
ive exceeded my visa limit again. i need to quit being so generous with my money. the way i see it, you will all pay me back some way.. some how.. hahaha
my inner twi hard is emerging. its a whole different side of maria crazy. wheres my street team!!!! (coughcough liislindasam)
dealt with my drama. am ready to focus on other things. like babies. and twilight. mmmm energy being used for things more promising. yeaaahhh!! =)
am still looking for someone to watch jason mraz with. inquire within.
update: rehearsals start next week. but that does that mean theyre in vancouver next week?? where are my sources!! PEOPLE I NEED YOU MORE THAN EVER!!!!!!!! must. find. rpattz!!
had a convo with xian. why do people cheat? why oh god why are people so selfish? sometimes i wonder why people do what they do.
its. too. HOT OUTSIDE!!! sleeping in the basement. not cold enough. drinking too much water and ultimately having to go pee all the time. this is ridiculous the amount of times i have to get my ass out of bed to urinate. gahhhd!!
baby shower baby shower baby shower!!!!!!!!!!! im so excited. it will be the MOTHER of all baby showers. like the dreams says, 'these bitches aint got shit on mee'.. and when i say 'me' i really mean HER.
three day weekend OVER. must admit. got bored on the third day. thankfully, i have you suckas to entertain me. thanks for the dins!!
ive exceeded my visa limit again. i need to quit being so generous with my money. the way i see it, you will all pay me back some way.. some how.. hahaha
my inner twi hard is emerging. its a whole different side of maria crazy. wheres my street team!!!! (coughcough liislindasam)
dealt with my drama. am ready to focus on other things. like babies. and twilight. mmmm energy being used for things more promising. yeaaahhh!! =)
Saturday, July 25, 2009
just a small town girl
i live in the suburbs. sometimes i hate it because theres nothing to do. these days, i embrace the silence.
been sleeping in the basement due to excessive warmth at 7am. now i cant seem to get my ass out of bed. memory foam, i love you.
three day weekend. what is a girl to do? its times like this when i wish i made a mini trip to like.. vegas or something. ohhh life.
i am officially out of my funk. muchos gracias to those that had to deal with my constant banter about how i felt my life sucked.
someone or something needs to inspire me fast. am running out of things to say. where is my inspiration, damnit!!
visited my first baby registry at babies r us. twas quite the trip. usually i leave this up to my parents because they are the ones who usually pay for the baby gifts. nope. this one is up to me.. and whoever wants to participate in what will be an awesome gift. one more month, guys!!! totally excited to meet baby lopez =)
miley cyrus to appear in the next sex and the city movie. thoughts? im not sure really. i think shes a cute kid. but to be real, i would have much rather they put someone more fabulous. like gaga.
twilight twilight twilight. i spent most of my evening yesterday watching the comic con videos on youtube. im a geek. i dont care what you think!!
beaching tomorrow. going to achieve the ultimate form of golden that i possibly can. too bad i havent quite achieved the rockin bod that i know i can!! (bahahahahahahah who are we kidding)
gossiping is not good, friends. sometimes we need to keep our mouths shut. and im learning that i should. except when in this blog. you enter at your own risk.
janice yuen: i would never leave you for 007.. even for... well.. ya. hahahaha =)
been sleeping in the basement due to excessive warmth at 7am. now i cant seem to get my ass out of bed. memory foam, i love you.
three day weekend. what is a girl to do? its times like this when i wish i made a mini trip to like.. vegas or something. ohhh life.
i am officially out of my funk. muchos gracias to those that had to deal with my constant banter about how i felt my life sucked.
someone or something needs to inspire me fast. am running out of things to say. where is my inspiration, damnit!!
visited my first baby registry at babies r us. twas quite the trip. usually i leave this up to my parents because they are the ones who usually pay for the baby gifts. nope. this one is up to me.. and whoever wants to participate in what will be an awesome gift. one more month, guys!!! totally excited to meet baby lopez =)
miley cyrus to appear in the next sex and the city movie. thoughts? im not sure really. i think shes a cute kid. but to be real, i would have much rather they put someone more fabulous. like gaga.
twilight twilight twilight. i spent most of my evening yesterday watching the comic con videos on youtube. im a geek. i dont care what you think!!
beaching tomorrow. going to achieve the ultimate form of golden that i possibly can. too bad i havent quite achieved the rockin bod that i know i can!! (bahahahahahahah who are we kidding)
gossiping is not good, friends. sometimes we need to keep our mouths shut. and im learning that i should. except when in this blog. you enter at your own risk.
janice yuen: i would never leave you for 007.. even for... well.. ya. hahahaha =)
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